More Repeating.

Like I've said I have the same list of things that I will keep repeating till the day I die. I will have to repeat them till this is all over with, and since it will never be over with that will be for the rest of my life. And in all this time no one has even told me something, anything, was being done. Not that I'd trust them and not that they are worthy of trust. No one is this situation is. They are all capable of great harm and evil and that makes them all disgusting human beings, all of them. I only speak the truth when I say that. And in all this time no one has come forward to warn the public of this, not one. If anything people like the police have not only supported it but taken it in their own direction with that moronic car issue. Like I said, if I can't make them face real justice then I will have to then spend the rest of my life exposing them if that's all I can do.

But as I said, these are just the things by now I know to be true. And as I've said in the past, if I have anything or any detail of this wrong I welcome people to correct me on that. They have harassed a weak, defenseless handicapped man for at least 20 years. Really they have abused me all my life since I was a child. They all took part in that, they knew what they were doing and no one was forcing them to do that. Following me around, destroying my peace of mind, robbing me of every happy peaceful moment I had to myself until it led to suicide in 2004. And then when they caused that, they tried to take my car away. Obviously for something related to that, because they were concerned for some reason that their abuse led to my suicide attempt, and they thought endangering me and destroying my life by taking my only means of transportation was the best way to deal with that. And then, like I said, that became another form of abuse in itself. Why people had to have planned and deliberate forms of abuse, I don't know. But from what I have pieced together this has been going on all my life, and I have explained. I was weak and handicapped, and if they didn't know that when should have been obvious when I was a child, they must have known it after 2011. My neurologist found out and all my doctors knew after that. I must have told them all, and my GP told me all my doctors were in constant communication. So they knew, and yet the abuse continued. The car thing continued, long after it should have even after 2011. Even when I could least afford to lose it and my life, not just my safety and independence, would be in danger at that point if I lost it. And the harassment with what I described above continued, and intensified. Now my legal guardian Eric told me he didn't want me taking walks in that park when I felt down. Felt down after years of abuse by the police and others, and that park was really one of my few refuges and escapes at that point. And Eric also told me not to buy sports cards on Amazon and eBay anymore, which was also moronic. They typically cost around a dollar. Why would he tell me that? They continued abusing a defenseless handicapped person, who never even spent the night in jail. All while my neighbors were clearly guilty of abuse and many of them probably shouldn't have been driving, from just what I know and have seen. And also at this time they continued damaging me with those dangerous drugs, that I never needed and that a person with Cerebral Palsy, which as I said they now knew of, should take. And that damage could seriously affect my mobility and other things with CP. Especially with things vital to my independence like a car and just walking even. (And now my doctors are coerced back into silence by that court, which they themselves have made clear. And silence about my CP, which as I've said makes no sense.) And as they destroyed my every peaceful moment, as they did things like start a dark new chapter in my life where it seemed suicide was the only way out, starting in 2004 when I went to Sinai-Grace hospital, went to Sinai-Grace hospital only to be helped not abused more, then they used that against me. Claiming that their leading me to suicide made me a danger to myself. That I was sick because of it. They were sick, morally sick that is, for doing all that to begin with. A sad chapter in my life that almost led to tragedy even up till 2011, when it finally ended.

And now after all of this nothing is being done. I will never know when it is over, I will never know when or how they are trying to hurt me, I would never be able to trust them even if them if they assured me otherwise. All while this goes on in Michigan, and the US too. Perhaps just to me, but that's hard to believe. It must be happening to a lot of people. There seems to be some kind of secret legislation that demands secrecy in some cases. But that was never necessary in my case, and clearly the secrecy is to escape responsibility. And this would only be justified in an emergency. But emergencies, if there were one, couldn't possibly last over 15 years. And as I keep pointing out, there are certain things that are never justified, even in extreme cases, even in the most extreme cases. Hurting someone deliberately with medicine, depriving someone of their informed consent by keeping the harm that is done to them secret from them like that, having them sign fake forms and perjured statements. Which like I said goes against all legal standards, because we should always be able to trust the integrity of our legal system. Even the worst criminal should. But it seems in the US mental patients have a status below that even, below the worst felon.