More.

And I'm still not convinced my internet connection is not being intercepted. It would change little, because I should still go on with my business as usual. But it is still very odd. People's reaction to me sometimes seems so odd. And on some sites people tend to avoid me. Like they've been told something false about me, I sometimes think. Which if true, I would find very wrong and be very much against.

Also people seem to react not only strongly to things I didn't do, but sometimes just strongly to my presence. I tried to join that other message board I was kicked off for made-up reasons in 2022, in 2001. And their reaction as I tried to join was very odd, and very extreme too. I was just trying to have a diplomatic discussion. But instead they were berating me and insulting me and degrading me. Clearly filled with rage towards me even though they didn't know me, and I did nothing wrong there. Or being filled with rage because I was either mentally ill or mentally disabled, they seemed to say too. And the lady who used to help me clean said that matter had been resolved, like she knew something. Something she couldn't tell me it seemed. Why is there so much secrecy in my life? I am not an important or noteworthy person. I haven't done anything wrong. And I just lead an ordinary, simple life. No one should know about me. There is simply no reason for that.

And I keep seeing weird stuff like what I said above. And even weirder stuff still. But I know I am not hallucinating it or having a delusion. And I know we are not living on a simulated plane. That is why it all has me so confused.