More.

I don't know if people understand. I am already now in a dire situation. I have no clothes, I have no microwave, I have no garbage disposal. And Eric has already left town. And no, choosing another legal guardian is not an option. I really don't see why people think that would make a difference. Eric has all the qualities that would make him the best guardian. And he generally obeys the rules. And plus as I have explained here many times, over and over again, there's not enough money in the trust for me to live on. There never was. Only a bare necessity existence. For example I will always need a car. It is vital for my safety and my independence. I really don't even know how I would get around without one. And I always chose not to learn. It is so ridiculous. Plus maybe people didn't know in the past I had a handicap. And also mobility issues, and always problems being on time. Possibly due to mental fatigue, organizing too. And now I think mobility problems that is adding to that all. And I may need a special car some day. Other things too. And I will not let them put me in a group home ever. I think everyone can see now why it is important I hold onto my independence and consent now.

And right now, as I said, I am out clothes. Most of them were soaked, maybe even destroyed, in the basement. No microwave to cook my food. That is mainly what I have used for many years now. And no one is helping me. And Eric choses now to leave town.

And I don't know what someone even did to my microwave. It's plugged in and has power, it's just not working. And when I open the door the turn table turns and the light goes on. As I said, my doctor said APS wouldn't do that. And I do need Eric's money now. For my independence after decades of physical damage I didn't even know about until recently. But no one cares and no one feels the need to help me now.