Some More Thoughts.

I would be willing to issue Eric a public apology online. I'm kind of confused by many things. For one thing I'd have to go over what I said. I was upset and writing it fast while I dealt with issues of damage that was done to me and fear. Plus just the secrecy and what my doctors said. Like I said, now they're contradicting themselves. The weirdest is my neurologist. He said I had Cerebral Palsy in 2011 and now he denies even saying that. That doesn't make any sense. But I'm very sorry if I said anything that hurt him. It wasn't intended. Plus frankly I am not sure if my communications are going out. But I have a lot of damage and problems now and now is the worst time for him to leave. Like I said I honestly didn't mean it. But he and others have to put themselves in my position.

I'll do whatever it takes to fix this situation like I said.