Still More Conclusions.

So just to summarize where things stand now. Eric wants to leave me a legal guardian and allow me to fend for myself. Even though I have no friends or family, even though the trust was never enough to live on let alone enough to cover all the expensive stuff I'll need now with all the damage secretly done to me, even though I'll end up homeless for sure. And my case manager at that new clinic tells me that's how it works in Michigan. When you've been neglected and abused by your guardian, they blame you by cutting you lose, and letting you fend for yourself with no money, no home and no way to take care of yourself.

And I don't know what damage will be done with that Olanzapine at 7.5 mg now. I shouldn't be taking it at all. But I can already tell no one cares and no one is going to do anything about that either. But I think the damage with that is already being done. Like I said, my feet have gotten worse in just the last couple of weeks. I really should never take that stuff again. But as I said, no one cares. If I only knew the damage that Olanzapine was doing 10-20 years ago. Back when there was hair loss on the bottom of my legs and things were already slipping out of my hands. But no one told me. They weren't allowed to because the Detroit police wouldn't allow them to. Because it seems the Detroit police view me a lower than even the lowest criminal. I was reading online you could never damage the worst criminal with any medicine like that. And plus the Detroit police think they can get way too personal with me. They were trying to take away my car even though I am a good driver with good insurance, and even after I tried many times to explain to they how I could never live without a car. All this while horrible abuse and crime was taking place in my neighborhood, while people were driving around with no insurance, suspended licenses and outstanding warrants for their arrest. But the Detroit police put me in some category that I have less worth in their sight. And now as a final indignity they are going to let Eric just leave me like this. Leave me to become homeless. A homeless handicapped person with serious damage and other issues caused by that Olanzapine too. And Eric never did the least of what he was expected to do. All he ever had to do was to sign over the occasional check to me.

For example, right now all I really need is a washing machine. So I don't have to go out to the laundromat at 3 AM to do the laundry, like I will have to now. A simple washing machine. I was looking on Amazon, and you can get a cheap one for $1000. Eric could easily afford that, living in affluent Grosse Pointe Park. But I am not ever worth that much to him. And now he wants to dump me for good, because I am worth so little in his eyes too. I will spend the rest my life getting Eric in trouble too, once I find out what he even did. No one will tell me, but he did something is all I know. And the Detroit police identify with him? I will spend the rest of my life getting them held accountable for their actions too. If they identify with him, let's see if that helps them in a court of law. Spending the rest of my life seeing all responsible for the harm and damage and harm and damage yet to come that was done to me. Always repeating those three talking points for both, Eric and the police. Because that is all I have now.