What I Want Now.

Just to make clear, I strongly oppose any Olanzapine now. I have a Cerebral Palsy and shouldn't be taking it, I am not a danger to myself or others and it has damaged me in the past. Damaged me in the past while that fact was hidden from me and others. I strong oppose taking it, and even more strongly oppose this raise in dosage. Raise in dosage to dangerous levels that will probably hurt me again. Hurt me again and endanger my independence, my ability to consent, my life as I know, my ability to drive too. I strongly oppose all of that.

And this has gone far enough. My therapist and others have made clear to me that not only is all this in no way my fault, but it is also in some way to hide the fault, perhaps serious fault I think is what he said, of others. I demand that stop, I demand the damage to me stop while it is still not too late, and I demand all who are hiding these serious wrongdoings to be charged at one with the most serious offense possible and held accountable for their actions. Held accountable for their actions for my sake, and so no one is subjected to this kind of horrible treatment ever again. I demand it, and now.