Where Things Stand Now.

And now we're into the winter months. We are going to be having a big snowfall here soon. And I'll be dealing with issues of what if I slip on the ice and break something. Or who will shovel my snow. You know, it would be nice if I had someone to help me with all of this. I know Eric used to hire someone. But he said it was costing him too much and it was hard to find people who would work in Detroit. But now I need it more than ever. Especially now that I am left all alone for the first time in my life. I'm getting older, I'm having mobility issues, I'll be having more issues down the road, and I expect to live some kind of good quality of life now. And I define good quality of life as being here in a private residence, driving always, with my cat, living independently and doing the things I enjoy. Not locked in some group home where I am threatened and neglected, and lose all ways of telling the outside world what I am going thru are gone. Or living at home doing all these hard tasks by myself, dealing with all my problems by myself, doing all the cleaning by myself, etc. And like I said, it seems the people who put me in this situation are responsible for all of that. Who put me in this situation the worst way possible. Not only force me to take those medicines I never agreed to to begin with, but also who did it in the worst way possible, damaging secretly and allowing me to damaged in this way secretly. In ways that effect my mobility and ability to be independent. And all with my Cerebral Palsy, that always will complicate things and that people in my life already knew of, or should have, one doctor agrees. I know that will always be my argument with the car. Along with always bring it up, in every situation till the day I die, along with those other two talking points. I also think that the police, along with the court and Eric I guess, should make sure I always have a car, whatever the cost. They made my life a living hell for 20 years, even though I was a good driver with insurance. Even though they knew what it would do to me, would do to anyone, if they lost their car in the US. And shouldn't be driving? No, in the United States law-abiding people should be driving. They should be driving always. It's people who aren't law-abiding, who show contempt for the law and don't care, or who don't have insurance in Michigan who shouldn't be driving. You know, like most of Detroit I found out this year. I know nobody in my life feels responsible, nobody wants to help me, nobody cares. But that is where the law usually steps in and says, no, you won't just manage. They harmed you this way, they did the permanent damage to you, so they have to pay you damages to live on for the rest of your life. But that is hard to do in case which wink, wink doesn't exist, even though we all know by now it does. If a man is chasing you with a knife and the police officer you run up to for help says he's invisible or doesn't exist, what do you do? You need help at that moment, and you don't have time to fool around with that nonsense. And that is where I am now. And like I've said, things are only getting worse for me in every way, the winter months are starting, no one cares, nothing is getting better and nothing is being done.