I don't think many people would really want to know my answer to that.
It isn't just about what happened. I've been like this for a long time - just never shared it.
Filling my mind with other things doesn't really help. Tried it all today. never mind. i'm fine.
Tonight's not any better
It's just triggering.
What's the point? He was probably right. Don't want to have to think about him anymore or have to think about why I'm here.
he killed himself. and i couldn't bring him back. reminds me of everything I've worked so hard to change. just can't do it anymore
i can't stand psychologists. just can't take my mind of it all
yesterday brought up a lot of stuff i thought i had got rid off. now it's all back.
don't know what to do
Yeah it is. Bloody horrible but can't get it off my mind.
I just had to do CPR on someone but he died anyway
In need of a glass of wine tonight. Been a good girl.
Not really..
I hate waking up and not knowing whether my phone has changed the time or not.
I had a cool chat with a vicar about sexuality and the church this morning. Was refreshing.
I want to kill people today. Bloody frustrating.
No.
I remember when I first joined here and the random facts thread was in single figures_ With the crazy people like imaginary being, Zengizmo......
1. Had a beer. 2. Sang along very badly to some old tunes. 3. Text a lot!!!!!!! :) :)
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