Probably a dozen or more in one day might be my record. I have lost count of how many times I've gone to bathhouses, gay sex clubs, arcades, back...
My first adult experience was with a guy in a bookstore video arcade booth through a gloryhole. It wasn't too long after my gay desires reawakened...
I'm 60 and have also been taking, in my eyes, too long to cum in the last 5 years, with partners and definitely in masturbation. I would far...
Gay porn has been a major part of my life for the last 30 years, to the point where it became an addiction, I'm sad to admit, and straight and...
Overcoming my same-sex hangups and being open to more sexual options has gone in stages for me. When my first girlfriend of 3 years broke up with...
I always fantasized about anal sex with a guy, and enjoyed gay porn with fucking. But every time I went out to a bathhouse, gay sex club, etc.,...
Between 1993 in 2013, I visited many bathhouses (and a number of gay sex clubs and gay orgies) in the cities that I have lived in or nearby,...
There's no question that I am an anal crazed lust fanatic. I am definitely crazy about cock, and love everything about a cock, and deepthroating...
John, I also thank you for your honesty and sharing with us some of your lifelong experiences. In fact, I have to apologize because I do now...
I got a 5 now too, lol. I can't be happier. And yet again, you and me, @thepapasmurph, are so similar!
... or just follow a guide who has already travelled the road and knows all the parts to avoid and the right parts to take. That's actually the...
I think we all need to train in looking past the ubiquitous homophobia out there, and the internalized homophobia that we all have to some extent,...
@GrayGuy57: I feel such compassion for you in the circumstances that life has given you, leaving you living a life basically in fear and mistrust...
@thepapasmurph: Thank you, I also feel a very kindred spirit with you, and love all your very wise and compassionate posts. You're a very...
As I've written elsewhere, after my first girlfriend from 27-30 broke up with me, my gay desires surfaced and I began having a lot of anonymous...
I agree with Papa Smurf that you are definitely not stupid: stop thinking that. I also don't think that you were desperate for sex and because...
My fondest memory of the gay side of my bisexuality was when, after 21 years of only cocksucking in anonymous gay sex venues (because that's all I...
Once I fell in lust with my first male ass in 2013, tonguefucking it for more than an hour before finally sticking my cock in and losing my gay...
So, I'm in your boat too, looking for that one special guy. I've never had an Long Term Relationship with another man, and I'm tired of one time...
... I wish and pray for you all who are still trying to unravel all this "religious trauma" and fully integrate as a whole person. I believe it's...
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