MDMA a love experience

this one time a dude i was with had his laptop and was talking endlessly about the house he bought. yeh its cool that a 21yo owns a house but seriously the pics he had were shit and its out in the middle of nowhere so i didnt want to hear that shitttttt. but i was happy that he was happy at least.. until he started tlaking baout it as if he didnt remember telling us the first time omg

 

My friend I was talking about does the exact same thing, she even ask you did I tell you about... You say yeah you did, but it's like your words dont reach her, so she just goes on with her story, one more time.
I find it curious also how some of my close friends, NEED to have you around or need you to be involved in whatever it is that they are doing, because it's not fun if everybody isnt doing it. There was this one time when a friend of mine insisted that I kept dancing with him in the "little triangle" haha, that was just this tiny spot in a corner that seemed a triangle, for some reason everybody needed to dance there, but I was in the chill state and I just be laying down talking to my other, so he kept pulling me to stand up, I would sneak back into the bed, so at one moment, he just threw himself on me and hit me with his head on my lip and then he was SO SORRY "let me see, let me see! oh nana, Im sorry, Im sorry, i just came to look for you so we could go to the little triangle".. Im like its cool, Im ok, but to him the best way to cure my lip was to kiss me so he could make it better, I just think its really funny, how people solve things while on E, its usually something useless, but so sweet. But maybe I just thought it was cute because it was him and he's almost like my brother, probably would have been another person and I would be annoyed that they broke my lip first and then what are you doing? why are you kissing me?
So it all really depends on who the person is, like if I already a friend who I love, Im probably not gonna be bothered by much of what you do, if you are a person I dont really get along with, most things that you say will bother me, but Ill just be away from you, never be mean, just keep the interaction to a minimum.
Note: I usually get along with everybody, a person needs to be really fucked up for me to repel them.

 

Sometimes you just lose control on certain drugs, like E...

People trip in different ways from one another.

 

I never have the urge to partake in any form of sexual contact on E. The only time I tried to have sex on itI couldnt get it up anyway.

Sex is unnecessary on MDMA...for me anyway. I can see why the tactical sensations would make it good, but i get so much gratification just from having a conversation while im rolling. Acid is where it's at for sex...way better than E in my opinion