Invent a teleporter and you can get all the blowjobs you want whenever you want. I've never said no to a hard cock.
Logical and acceptable to me, but not so much for my wife. However, I can tell you that once I started to see men on the side it put my resentment I had for my wife for not providing it to rest. It has allowed me to enjoy the many things I do love her for without the encumbrance of not getting any at home. I don’t care for the fact I keep it secret, but if I’m going to have any sexual fulfillment at all it’s going to have to be this way. Since she has no sex drive at all she just can’t wrap her head around how powerful the sex drive in men is. If she can’t feel it herself she can’t understand how it affects me. We have talked at length, and she simply doesn’t have the capacity to understand it. So yeah, logical to me. But it never will be for her.
You sound just like the guy in His 60's living alone, and providing a cock sucking service. I visited him with a bi friend and we all sucked each other for hours. I went to visit him many times, and I'd stand as he sat, and he could and did have as much of my cock as he liked. I pumped all my frustrations into his mouth. I was a different person, not frustrated, enjoying life again, because after years I could now be sexual with someone. His service should be a go-to for frustrated older guys like me. I went out of my way to please him, and did suck his small 2 inch cock many times, which he absolutely loved.
I think we're all born bisexual or homosexual. Same sex sex and/or love just makes the greatest sense. It's just that our homophobic history continues the tradition of homophobia in our society, causing the vast majority of people to repress their same sex desires. Getting your heartbroken from the opposite sex, or them just not giving you any sex anymore, or very infrequently, or not of the quality they used to, reawakens those same sex desires that have been there all along. Why? Because we crave intimacy and connection. Specifically for men, it's natural to revere the erect penis because it represents power, strength and virility. We want that for ourself, so of course when we see or think about it in another man, we desire his hard cock--we crave it in fact. Putting it in our mouth or down our throat, or even in our asshole for some, makes it become one of us, and so that power, strength and virility is transferred into us. The same goes for cum, the seed essence of that power, strength and virility. There's just nothing more natural than men having sex with each other. We are the fortunate ones who can live this truth. May all men rediscover and embrace their bisexuality or homosexuality!
I envy you guys……you are lucky to be where you are. I was never “bi-curious”…..I would say I am “bi-anxious”. I’ve always wanted to share a friendship with someone of like mind. Never happened, though. Looking back, there were a few times that it could have. I kick myself in the ass for being dumb. My wife treats me great. We have toys that make us both happy. She loves the way I love her. She probably wouldn’t like knowing that sometimes I totally get off thinking of me sucking the cum of some friendly dick while she is sucking mine. I ask her one time (when I was over the top horny) if she would be with me while I sucked on my first dick and also had my bottom filled as well. She was not hot on the idea. Oh, well…..don’t like keeping secrets but I’m going to have to. If I was investigated by the”thought police”, I would probably get life without parole for excessive fantasies! This is my first real post.Your stories are very motivating. Maybe some day…keep hoping!,
PS……….guess I just came out for the first time….feels like a step in the right direction. Am very excited to to move on. Actually more than excited! I can’t wait for my first friendly Dick! Thanks for your stories and will follow you all closely!