what was your "I might be a little gay." moment?

Never had a thought that I was gay, nothing wrong with being gay, have had great sexual adventures with gay guys, but I am and always will be bisexual, love pussy as much as cock.

 

I was 9-10 and I liked a same aged boy at school.

 

I have fantasized about this. I have a tiny penis and a rampant sph fetish and have masturbated often about being fucked in front of a female while lying on my back so I can see his cock pumping me and the woman can easily see my baby dick jiggling about compared to the other guy's bigger cock.

 

This one is fairly easy. I was traveling in SE Asia more than a decade ago and for several weeks went to the same massage shop for a therapeutic rubdown. Always a female masseuse, and I always struggled to keep my erection to myself and never got the famed happy ending.
That changed the week they only had a male therapist, I shrugged and said sure no problem. He didn’t drape me at all, and when I flipped on my back and I grew hard, I decided to relax into it, figuring “I can’t be the first hard cock he’s seen, nothing to be embarrassed about”.

Whenhe took me in his hand and started to make me happy, I didn’t gasp, I didn’t recoil in horror, I simply….enjoyed it.

Thoughts of “am I a little gay?” started, only to be strengthened when I continued going for a weekly massage and CHOSE him over others, and we deepened our connection with regular oral sessions. That’s when I discovered I was bi.