I like that idea, it sounds neat, i don't think i would have the courage anymore to do such thing, maybe 3 years ago, society has changed me alot...
yes you are right, i somehow always imagine communes to be extremely isolated groups..like i saw a video of some black bear commune thing in the...
okay, that does make sense. but it still makes me wonder. i don't think you have to flee to keep your unique identity, you can surround yourself...
i used to shoot up on the street with everyone watching..the police doesn't cares about junkies, really nothing to worry..or maybe they just don't...
Isn't the real challenge to make the world where you live a better place then to make a private better place for a reserved number of people?...
I have talked about this with people, and i guessed..nobody knows me here so i can say whatever i like without being judged (i don't consider...
I used to be someone who wanted to go to the extremes...eventually i spent a year in psychiatry/detox for addiction. Don't touch opiates..and also...
sorry for that drama post, i think i just need some sleep...that will feel good right now..
Thank you for the nice mail chris...look, i havn't slept all night... please someone just read what i wrote here :...
Something tells me that was very sarcastic. No seriously, i first tried some online doctor advice stuff, but you needed to pay for it, and i...
Just panicked, the wound is looking a little more natural now. I'm just going to step back on the toxics for a while, i think the coughing syrup...
Yes, I used to shoot up ritalin, i havn't posted here for a while because of that and because i was in rehab. Needed to stop those methhead like...
A few days ago i drunk 2 200ml bottles of codein coughing sypup, i went trough alot of pain when it worked out, i even tought i had a liver...
http://www.redbubble.com/people/Pellinore just to make it clear, i'm not advertising my stuff, just think redbubble is a closer community then...
I will have 4g of h this afternoon, my dealer is getting it now (paid 50 euros, so its really cheap one i guess (live close to the netherlands))....
Tomorrow i will have 2.5-3g brown h, my dealer still owed my alot and got it all cheap. i'm tired of all this. hope i get the dose right, will try...
i'm really confused, i keep thinking about my codeine experiences and the pleasant heat and all, how i felt like a child. need to get clean now...
phew, just had the last pill. no more prescriptions left. got terrible attacks of freezing cold, and fever like heat. Next time its either heroin...
Sorry people, this just made me really depressed. Right now i'm this kind of person i don't like at all. Here is a happier poem. I'll shut up now...
thanks deranger, i never really realised that the feeling of not really being in touch, and that everything just seems dull and boring could go...
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