i shouldn't tell this, the reason they wanted to keep me for 3 more months at the institute thing, was because they thougt i had some disorder,...
did it again today, it just feels to good, and if i'm not on it i just feel like a wreck, tried to find another prescription, my brother used to...
I iv'ed 20 pills of 30mg in one day (its the modified release, i don't know how well my extraction method is, but i think i get most of the...
THANKS FOR THE ADVICE WRITER!! and thanks for the shock therapy raver (altho i knew most of those things) Almost 6 am, have been up all night,...
I'm still looking for something, getting clean isn't that hard, just need some willpower, but is there anyone with experience or with good advice...
I can try that for a while, i used to snort it in the past, but the rush from injecting is just so many times bigger. One more shot tonight, and...
Thank you. I just want to say sorry for getting this emotional. I was coming down, took alot of shots today, just took another shot, coming down...
dawn turns into night, and daylight was gone, blood drips from the roofs, as tunder howls, twice it bounces, a weakened heart, twice it echoes,...
i'm replying to hippy raver, and its the brain rushes that make me like this. And yes, i'm stupid. Just everyone of you dissappear. this nightmare...
*sighs* just nevermind, i am not a victim, sorry for my previous posts, this stuff is just making me weird. I'm really not full of myself, i hate...
hell, never mind, thanks for the advice and all, this thread will just get stupid now. I'm stupid for always asking for help. I just don't feel...
No i don't eat, i was clean for a while, so my bodyweight isn't a problem. and sorry hippie mcraver, i don't get it why everytime i make a post...
thanks man, thats really true. i should find my own way, other people can't make a path for me. I hope i can once look back at this time, and...
rambleon, i missed you! Actually, i should be in nature right now, to find myself again, i lost myself in the maze of concrete. i seriously feel...
I'm such a loser, i realise, clean for a week, and yet again, the sharp needle, probing for the bloody vein, my heart bounces fast, in...
just now i stole a prescription for ritalin and went to the pharmacy to get it. I'm shooting it up. I know it sounds ridiculous, and lame, i mean,...
Black ravens, dance, around the burning tree, black feathers tumble down, melting away, before they hit the ground, a dark mass occupies my mind,...
I don't believe its cool, i actually wrote this while doing speed, i have been in a hospital for injecting amphetamines, i know the dark side of...
Rushing speed, rushes, faster, faster, rushing brain, slow down! beating heart, too fast! Aaaargh, I'm afraid to crash, to die, die young, die...
This has been a topic many times. Rilatin is a amphetamine and is more potent in dopamine release then cocaine. This makes it one, highly...
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