Often you see older people who were strong idealists in the past, but now just go with the mainstream. I think that when you are young and don't...
After spending 40 days in a closed psychiatry after the police dragged me out of my house, injecting stuff, a mad e-mail..blah. For now i'm clean,...
I'm leaving these boards. While i met some really nice and intresting people here, most of my hipforums history is nothing but conflict, My...
this just makes me sick. A few years ago some girl would tell me that she had tried to commit suicide for the fifth time or something. She was...
The dude just has the find the cause. Eating disorder isn't caused by chemicals, you're 22...just ask yourself why? Depression can be the...
The only real 'remedie' for depression, is to find happyness, find something to occupy your mind with that gives you self-satisfaction. Ofcourse...
I couldn't sleep, felt depressed, and in a way tormented by images, weird athmospheres, feelings flashing trough my mind. First i just want to...
I have lived long enough, and i already feel bad about ever posting this here. just forget about it. and yes, those anti-d's are messing me up,...
I'm actually still doing it. Dissolving it in vodka and then shooting it up..rilatin is more potent then cocaine in the way it effects your...
Slowly It fades Born Bright Shining The Light Of Life Slowly It Fades As a...
detox isn't going to help mental addiction, neither does methadone. find the roots of the cause of a addicts use, and slowly work forward step by...
So i live in belgium, and there's barely any opiate scene here. Think i could get a prescription for oxycontin 5mg, for telling a doctor that i...
I think i would go for knocking on heaven's door by bob dylan...
I don't know, there are a few movies that just look like a bad shroom trip. I always thought room 1408 was pretty heavy, but just saw vanilla...
It is now that i realise, the futility of life, it is a duality of rise and fall, as we explore life with innosence, soon the corruption, fills...
books..and more books [IMG] My space shuttle poster, no idea why i still have it in my room, but i used to be alot into astronomy as a kid,...
So basicly my father got me a camera a while ago, after seeing some of my paintings i made, his father was a photographer (he died when my father...
Just close your mind, its difficult to explain, but its something you will learn over time.See it like a shroom trip going bad, the more you...
Yea..you're right, i'm seeing the psych next week, i'm going to ask to stop with these pills (can't stop with them myself.. has weird withdrawl...
Yea sure jim, i wouldn't mind a talk, will add you on msn when my mind cleared up a little..after this little episode of madness.
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