i hardly slept at all and have been freaking out about my doctors appointment that i have this afternoon all morning...i feel like a complete mess...
haha thanks
i want to run away sooo badly right now...not forever but just for a few weeks...but i have no where to go and no money to get there so im pretty...
i dont want to go to the doctors today because i am going to have a panic attack ...but there is not much i can do about it...i just have to go...
ativan has absolutely no effect on me...not even in the liquid form ...i have panic attacks about ivs too and they tried to give me ativan and it...
i used to be the innocent one but my friends never didnt want me to do things they ecouraged me to and now i do ...but i was just kinda good (like...
i wish i was just smarter in general..not that im stupid i just wish it was easier for me to understand things the first time i was...
im gonna finish this and then im gonna roll a jont :)
i have fear of ivs because i for some unknown reason am conviced that they are going to drain out all of my blood...im not really afraid when...
im still in the process of deciding what i will be...and with evey choice i make still impacts what i will become it is impossible to know if i...
i love skinny dipping ... most of my friends go all the time like no big deal so its cool but my 1 good friend just refused until everyone just...
yay! 5 down 45 to go...
actually sounds fun to me...i feel so satisfied when i catch someone in a lie...which isnt that often cause there really ist much of a need for...
i like learning about everything and it actually is a problem because i want to take all kinds of classes then i will never actually graduate with...
that is total and complete bullshit
we have mexican food and margaritas just because its an excuse to have a party
i have thought about it and my advisor at my college thinks it would be great for me but im not really sure they would take me...i may apply after...
i have had this pretty much constant twitch above my knee for about 2 days now and its getting really extremely annoying. it does not hurt but it...
^^^^that is awesome
lol one time i was so high that when i was trying to light the bong i burnt my thum pretty bad you can still kinda see where it was and this was...
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