Yeah it's made me a little cold actually now thinking back to how I was before I started it...but not abnormaly cold. I mean I'm still warmer and more analytical and anxiety ridden then most I think. I need it until I get out of social services, if I ever do or at least get in with a moral true not for profit
It made me the type of person I was inside: cold hearted and uncaring. It gave me power to do whatever I wanted to do without emotion interfering. It basically uncaged my anger and inhibitions. I seriously hurt poeple badly on Lexapro. Both emotionally and physically.
I was too caring before it though. I think I am still really thoughtful and sweet I just don't let anyone walk on me but I've also made some horrible decisions on it because I can be so unemotional on it. The only problem I have with it is that I put on some weight with it and need 7 hours of sleep where before I never needed sleep or food and just went on with work and school and volunteering and workingout and taking the dogs for hikes all powered by anxiety. I could do it all and be everything to everyone and I might be a little anti-social and more reserved now but I am finally taking care of me and am able to say no to responsiblities I can't handle, which I could never do before.
