15 yar oldz

get over it.

 

Wow I see lots of people posting about how 15 was a really bad year for them, but im 15 (16 in two weeks) and the past year has been probably the best year in my entire life. All the essential concepts like peace and love I aquired while I was 15. I gained more knowledge on how to be happy and how to make others happy at the same time during this past year, and I pretty much did it all on my own. I stand out completley at public school. When I was younger (especially in middle school) I tried (pathetically) to make others like me by conforming, even to things like fighting other people just for noteriety. (and I ended up getting my ass whooped on more than one occasion, many times by people smaller and weaker than me, not realizing that this was my own natural instinct to be non-violent). Then I got to high school and started smoking pot in 9th grade when I was 14, but did so in such a dumb way that I fucked myself over even more. In 10th grade (I turned 15 in October of 10th grade) I started growing my hair and smoking weed responsibly, using it for personal growth as well as recreation, and my spiritual and social progress skyrockted. Now despite my extreme separation from the social norm, just BEING MYSELF made me not only happier myself, but made other people happy, got me good, steady friends, and made me arguably the most popular, liked and well-respected (students and teachers alike) kid in school, and I'm even in two college courses even though I'm only in 11th grade. (Although I have come to dislike the harsh and competetive "honors-kid" atmosphere, with it's annoying, controlling, Christian (not the nice Christians, the hateful ones), right-wing sunshine patriot "I'm gonna make more money than you" theme. I really only stay in so that I can tell the kids there "Hey I do drugs, am a libertarian, and listen to rock n' roll and yet I can easily do just as well as you.)

But I've written enough for now. Currently I'm preparing for an intense phycadelic journey I plan to go on tommorow night with a very good friend of mine.

 

i am 15 too

 

i'll be 15 in 10 days (holy shit it's that close!) does that count?