3 things you did today

1)Got up at 3pm,due to not feeling all to well emotionally. I was hesitant to sell my dtr.But I found my passport and headed down the road to Cash Converters. I managed to do a buy back. It is good, because I haven't lost it. It is there as a deposit. Thought wise about it. Borrowed seventeen quid for next week shopping. For now it is just back to analogue. I have to start budgeting again. I mean yes, it is difficult to budget on 59 pounds a week, considering all the fucking bills I have to pay. But there is always Tesco value beans as opposed to Heinz and Tesco value bacon, as opposed to Best ways bacon.

2) Got caught out in the rain. In my dream this morning, I saw flashes of lightening and heard the sound of thunder. A clairvoyant dream? Prediction: Tonight will see freak thunderstorm and terrential downpours. Tomorrow's news: Parts of London, submerged.

3) navigated past all the 8 year old prostitutes after I porned DTR. It was about 3.30. The local school on the hill has a mass population of whores. Parents these days are so feckless. In the good old days, daughters would be locked up after 8pm, and everyone took a leaf out of Spinal Tap!

Sentimental words- with strawberry flavoured ice cubes
Additional: In these days of bittersweet symphony. I feel cold, alone and angry quite alot more than perhaps back in 2000 when I was only 18 years of age. A young boy, more black hair than grey. A college student up in Uxbridge Tech. Yet circumstances dictated that I would be better off if I could get a full time job or something. Now look at me. The year is 2008, my feet are cold, hurting by the heel. I feel the winds of wrath sweeping harshly between my fingers. I sleep for a long time when I get the chance. It is like if I stay in bed, I am warm, secure and nobody can hurt me there. And I can simply drift into a world where the normal laws of physics don't apply. Almost like a virtual death, a taste of heaven. A place where the cold and the tears, are non existent. And in place of such terrible sensations, is love. Love love love. All you need in this world is love. The rest follows suit, like a herd of Lemmings all waiting outside Blockbuster to return their dvds, because the 24 hour slot thingy is busted. I am nearly 26 come May. I thought that my life would have indeed improved for the better. The final message for today is: Live in the now. For tomorrow reflects yesterday. I have fond memories of 2000. Modjo, Architects and Spiller, were the top favourite tunes for thine ears. Only 18, technically I was still a teenager. It was a hot summer and I was lucky enough to have a private accomadation in Uxbridge.

 

1. FINALLY got BT to come and fix our phoneline
2. our internet now works. Yay!
3. Had Cell Biology exam.. no idea if I passed or failed yet.

 

Mental health, although I am already planning to get back into uni - I'm having withdrawal symptoms from essay writing!


1) Went to buy new fence panels, the silly wind blew them all down the other night.
2) Watched some very scary people on youtube
3) Sat and watch the rain pour down wishing I was in London

 

1. Went swimming
2. Had a creative flash and got my glass paints out, then realised all the paintbushes I own were either lost or 'borrowed'.
3. Broke the news that i was vegetarian forever to my family, and had to put up with my sister wafting a satay stick in front of my face!

 

Emailed lots of volunteer organisations asking if they were looking for help, got a nice email back from one almost straight away saying yes and saying i could come and take a look around, which is really cool Working with children with special needs, id really love that job

Created a massive needless thunderstorm and let Scott pick me up, comfort me and put me back down gently on my feet, as always

Just realised the supper i just made for the bunnies was far more appetising than the dinner we had before. Kale, spinach, tomato, carrot, cabbage and sunflower seeds, blimey, if only The whole thing was subconscious until just now, its an insight into our thinking patterns, really. Spoilt, spoilt children

 

1. Woke up on time and had a toaster pancake
2. had an ICT exam
3. cut my finger on a staple, owww.

 

1) Went for a swim
2) Tried for hours to upload photos onto facebook - it just wouldn't let me!
3) Thought about going out, heard the rain and thought - maybe later!

 

1. Went out and bought staples (the kind you hammer into the wall) and pliers and a hammer.
2. Used above to string a phone cable up the stairs for the router.. bashing my fingers MANY times in the process and once nearly hammering into an electric cable.
3. Nursed injured fingers over a cup of coffee.

 

Huh? I'm going to be such a girl but aren't they nails?!

 

Drank lemon water with maple syrup and cayenne as recommended by a friend of mine...face went bright red. Felt insanely happy. My heads felt a little swimmy ever since. See, thats not even a real word, is it?

Had a nice walk

Filled in forms and begged the passport office to hurry with my passport change. Thank goodness becoming a Mrs Maxi means getting a brand new photograph

 

They're hooked - kinda like U-shaped nails with pointss on both ends.

 

Oh them staples

 

i dont want my hands skin to peel off. =(

 

1. Slept through the one and a half lessons i had
2. went home and had a half hour battle with a poster
3. Went to work

 

Yeah, them staples.. bloody hard to hammer into a stone wall! Skirting board was easier.
All this cause my housemate is too lazy/skint to buy a wireless card...

 

went to town
bought a cd!! dancing bananas!!
and then came home and now in about 5 minutes or so we are expecting guests. cant wait to eat

 

1. overslept
2. did nothing much for 5 hours cause it's raining and miserable
3. ate pasta & bean salad

 

1. Went to work
2. got told by at least 5 different customers that I looked miserable/bored
3.Accidentally ate meat I can still taste it, it's horrible.

 

1) Felt unwell, became very stressed so felt worse
2) Had a lovely hot bath and felt a bit better
3) Struggled with the internet for about an hour, sometimes it really riles me when it pretends that it is not connect with clearly it bloody well is.

 

1.Was ridicuously tired so slept in until 12
2.Made a list of walking gear I need to buy
3.Finally remembered to renew my CND membership, yaaay.