7eh Complete Honesty Thread

Most of the time I have difficulties being completely honest with people who are older than me, especially my parents.

 

sorry to hear that.

 

I really hate people who are overly nice.

 

....in a nutshell, I hate a lot of people.

 

I often supress how I really feel.

 

do you think you will ever find a purpose in your life? do you think cynicism will hurt or help this process?

 

and can I ask you a question: why do you pretend to be a "stalker" and a "whore", what psychological function do you think it accomplishes?

 

wtf. I'm not actually a whore, but I am more of a stalker than anything. I often find myself observing people from a distance in order that they are unaware of my stalk-ability. It allows me to discreetly enter their life without them knowing because I am deeply interested in what they do.

 

maybe...maybe not. I can't be too sure of that. I just don't know anymore.

Cynicism hurts almost everything... unless I turn into Maddox & I realize that my job is to fuck up everyone else who doesn't kick as much ass as I do.

 

hmmm...that is quite intriguing. Why would you be interested in other people when you are not really trying to find a meaning in life... I, myself, am interested in other people because I am trying to figure out what humanity is, so I can find meaning in my own life, by figuring out what function I perform in this "macroorganism of humanity". You have given me a lot to ponder about.

so, why are you interested in other people?

 

Then why be a cynic? Are you addicted to cynicsm as much as I am addicted to masturbation?

 

So it's a sort of self defense measure then?

 

hey, I never thought of that.

 

Yeah, probably.

 

For me, it's difficult to get out of a frustrated state of mind & I've gotten used to it, so yeah, I guess it is as addictive as masturbation. Let me put it this way... Cynicism is S&M of the mind.

 

You're more "female" than any other female I have known.

 

well maybe I'm not interested in people...rather, I am interested in their behaviors. For example, why do some people act like assholes? Why are some people so nicey-nicey? I'd like to know why, so I look at their behavior, their surroundings, & effective circumstances that play a part.

 

Sounds like you're pretty nosey.

 

looks like you and me have at least something in common. I also try to analyze human behavior, that is why I have such appreciation for psychology and psychologists.

 

Is it because males tend to use words that are assertive & to the point (such as "yes, definitely") whereas females use words that are not (such as maybe, I guess) ...?