I wish I lived in Middle Earth Just so I could hack on orcs and trolls and people who stop and ask for directions
I love to cook, always have I Want to feel complete happiness and complete sadness in my lifetime I have a small nervous break down from time to time to avoid feeling emotion the rest of the time and also to avoid a complete meltdown I've thought about killing people horribly graphically and methodically, that is one of the reasons I have to calm by degrees