A Thread for conversing

Wait so 2 people on the forums in a matter of a couple days drove their car through garages?!?! thats wierd.

Is everything okay? or is stuff royally fucked?

 

That's fantastic.

 

He was applying at The Bagel Place so it makes sense. I am glad you enjoyed your muffins Nate. I ate one and smoked a bowl before going to work. I think I am going to eat the other, smoke a bowl, and go to The Mummy Tomb of The Dragon Emperor. I love me some pot goodies.

 

Guess who's BACK by popular demand?!

 

Wow, i am not in a good head space right now. I feel like I'm dead. I'm all tingly and spacey and feel reallly crazy. I'm trying sooo hard not to take anything but I'm really close to taking a handful of xanax just to turn myself off. I hate this shit, I know it's going to be hard to get to the root of my "issues" and deal but as of now, coping is really really really difficult. I feel like dying but I'm already dead, if that makes any sense. I feel really stuck. I'm not going to do anything harmful to myself but it's just a bizarre duality not wanting to be in my body anymore and being terrified of dying. Just trapped in a fucking cage, I can't take this all much longer. How odd it is how I can feel fine in one instance and then my thoughts complete engulf me in this way.

 

Aw, Bailey baby! Call me... I'll make you feel better.
I have that weird healing power shit thing going on.
I'm not sure how it works, but it does. lol.

Also, I'm pretty drunk. I could use an interesting conversation right about now.

 

take a shower, put on some tunes, I know what your talkin about kinda

 

I still say she should call me.
I got good vibes. People always feel better after talking to me.
Maybe my voice is soothing and reminds people of their childhood.
And their mamas and story time and hot cups of cocoa.
I ono. It works though.

 

Maybe I will Lea, once I get back.
I'm going out to pick up something to take
Peace the spork out sobriety, I feel like a fucking failure. Awesome.

 

You need some immediate Chuck-lovin, where is that sexy fellow?

 

All right. I'll PM you my number.
It always helps. I'm not sure how, though.


Wow. I am REPETITIVE. Drunk and repetitive.



I got a flat tire today too.
I was heading to the Island and BOOM, flat tire.
I was stranded at a gas station for three hours, completely toasted.
Not realizing that I had a donut/jack in my car.

 

Not here, apparently.
Didn't he say he was going to a festival or something like that?

 

i just got a lexus today

 

Yeah I forgot he is at the Yonder Mountain show at Red Rocks tonight, damn. I would love to stay and cheer you up Bailey, but I am going to the movies in 14 minutes, so I really need to get on top of smoking this bowl of dank. Damn brownies makin me lose focus on my real goal.......to get even higher

 

Nice. Don't get a flat tire. Those things blow. Out. Literally.

 

Chuck is a lucky bitch. Sigh.

 

Lol if we do, it won't be me who is changing it, that is for sure.

 

Yeah, I had to change mine STONED. That was interesting.
So I just sat in the backseat of my car for THREE hours, prior to the tire-changing, listening to music and writing in my journal. The backseat of my car has throw pillows and blankets and shit. ( because I used to live in my car and that was my "home" for a while. ) And I have to say I had a pretty amusing day. I engaged in the wonderful partake of "people watching", lol. I made an ash tray out of an empty CD case and laughed to myself at how ironic all this shit was. Then I belted my lungs out to Joni Mitchell's "Case of You". I love that song.

 

That is one hell of an interesting day. Today I got pot muffins, sold two to Nate, ate one and smoked a bowl before work. I was CRAZY high at work in the cooler and that was fun as hell. I came home, ate another pot brownie, smoked another bowl, and am now going to the movies. Later everyone.

 

Just got some k-pins, that was too easy. Don't know if I'll take them, I'm just trying to ride out these feelings. Talked to my mom, she is trying to convince me to go into an outpatient program, not for drug addiction but for anxiety/ depression/ eating issues. I've just been in very low places in the past (so has everyone, I realize this) and she's afraid I'll get in over my head. But I'm just trying to ride it out
Thank you all for the kind words