had one no regrets, no remorse, no bad feelings. I think about it sometimes and i know that i made the best choice for everyone involved....and i'm very glad that i made it. It was scary nonetheless......very scary. But there was no pain, no traumatic experience, just relief. Constant relief for weeks that it was finally over. if this matters, which i think it does....... i was super anti-abortion, pro life to the max, hold signs on street corners stating abortion was not an option, went to numerous pro-life events. When faced with the situation it was a whole other story. In my case, i've had a lot of bullshit handed to me in my life that has been almost more than i can handle. i've never had the choice to control any of it and i've just about had all i can take in my younger years. This time, i had the choice. My life, my choice. Call it selfish if you will; i do.A Life long commitment to a child who requires the knowledge, wisdom, skill, nurturing and love from someone who has had the life experience to provide it.