All of a sudden...

At least this many internet people actually care right?

 

please don't envy me, i'm pretty fucked up too... and i get pissed when ppl tell me i am...

blah, this thread is bringing me down i should watch some interesting and/or stupid cartoons on atomfilms now... i talk like a nerd too... hah...

 

You arent going to like any therapist from the get go. It takes time...especially because they're going to make you talk about things that are difficult to face. If you dont like their advice or style, then maybe you should change. Just ask yourself why you dont like them first.

 

I hate to sound like myself but alot of times sexual frustation is the only problem. I know when I'm getting some my day is like 200% better. I've just gotten so used to the dull grey norm. Penny might be sooo used to being happy all the time that dull and ordinary suck for her. I wish I could help you ladies and prove my theory right but alas you are too far away.

 

I'm eating an apple now

I'm glad at least a few people care, you're too kind really... I can be such a loser sometimes...

I don't like my therapist cause he's weird... we do hypnosis and I don't really think there's a point in his questions besides he wants to focus on problems I don't really have instead of major things...

 

lol jee I do sound corny!!

 

you just need to get back over here to the worlds favorite country, the US of A!

 

I think it's weird when people say you should think about all the more unfortunate people in the world so that you won't be depressed anymore. That just makes me feel like a bad person and makes me even more depressed that there are so many unhappy people in the world.

 

atom films are awesome, they have some funny stuff on there.:sunglasse

 

I find that breaking dishes is a good way of getting negative feelings out, it can really be quite satisfying. A bit wasteful yes, but satisfying.

 

That's why I don't read/watch the news anymore...

Well I'm getting back in New York in exactly a week! It's a little scary... not sure what to expect, but... will have to deal with whatever it's gonna be!

I hardly listen to music anymore... when I'm depressed or anxious, I just can't do anything I usually enjoy, although I know it would help me, it's a circle kinda, stupid...

 

haha I like to yell...

 

I think it would be messed up if I was depressed and someone showed me a video of starving people living on the street and it actually did cheer me up. Who gets cheered up by other people's misery? Psychos, that's who.

 

I have a real problem with yelling and it annoys me. I just can't yell, I try but it just comes out like my regular voice. I can't remember the last time I screamed.

 

Yeah, helping other people usually gives me a jolt of good feeling, or if I make someone's day better is some way by being nice to someone or giving someone a sincere compliment.

 

That's interesting Christine how you can't scream... me it's more like I can't talk normally sometimes lol

I think I just need to go to bed... grab a fun book, or something, drink some tea... light scented candles around... I think that's what I'm gonna do, but before I should go for a walk you're right jester, and have a cigarette!

 

I agree. Just because someones got it worse, doesnt mean you shouldnt be allowed or looked down on for complaining. Thats bull.

 

A bit like... "don't waste your meal! So many people are starving on Earth!"... I guess?

 

Hey-got your PM and sent you one back.
Hugs
Gotta run-got Photo Shoots all weekend in So Ho.
We gotta get some of us on here together.
Ciao

 

Thank you for your kind words Drew
Hha do I miss SoHo... yeah we definitely need to have a party there or around!