...than you *hugs to all* im calming down a bit now... but you might get a few posts from me across the next week....so .. appologies in advance.
Lots and lots of ways to try and take your mind off being alone The internet works but i guess can quickly get boring...MSN is a good choice, Dok is right!, as long as there are people on there you know, feel free to talk to me wheneverr ill just babble on about Princess Mononoke or Spirited Away or something lol, still cant get over how good they are! But losing yourself in a really good book or film or music can really ttake your mind off that theres no-one around especially music..its like youve got your own personal singer, singing and playing just for you ! When I was in amsterdam on my own for about 4 days I knew I wouldnt be able to hack being alone at nights in a different country...So I went out forced myself to meet people and made sure I was thoroughly drunk enough by the time I got back to the hotel so that I wouldnt be lying in the dark worrying about things! Im not suggesting you do this but maybe just once or twice it may help meet a few people and then youll spend the next day trying to figure out what actually happened the night before and that will take your mind off being alone too heehee im rambling! Just try to look at the big picture x
thanks.. yea msn is ok sometimes... but others it makes me feel all alone. Reading ive just got back into to so yea... but films i hate watching when im on my own...i always need someone to snuggle into be them a friend or a lover. thanks for your help though everyone.
I don't see the big deal about being alone, infact i quite like it. I live in my flat by myself, my room mate has been in jail since the 27th of december. I don't really know anybody in glasgow, and the ones i do know only speak to me when they want something. I have gone for nearly two weeks without speaking to anybody at all, with the exception of Emma who phones me every day. I like the fact that i can do what i want when i want, listen to my music etc. Also i can get lost in my own thoughts and work on my writing project whenever an idea jumps about inside my head. However, when i feel down it is usually worse, because nobody is there to take my mind off of the problems. The flat is a lot cleaner as well, it only becomes a bomb site after friends from aberdeen visit. Despite this, i can't wait untill july when emma, john and craig move in.
I love my own company as long as its when I choose to be alone ... but I don't like being solitary and not having the option to interact with people if I choose to. Knowing that people are around to call in if need be is the imporatant thing.
That's exactly how I feel, Paul. It's the option of company that's important. For example, I hatet being single and found coming home to an empty house really lonely. But when I'm in a relationship, I enjoy the space when my partner goes away for a few days.
Paul! thats exactly how i feel. Sometimes i enjoy going for a walk round town alone and just enjoying the quietness and the buisyness of my own head but when i have no other choice but to sit in a small space with nothing but my own head and the internet.... thats when things get hard. Currently im under dandelions care in Surbiton. I got payed at the fun fair so i could afford to come see her and i might just kidnap her back to brighton Starfly thank you babe thats very sweet of you.. And YAY cant wait to see you
aww fleassy, I feel like that all the time, it always feels like I have things to do which force me to make myself be alone, like work, or uni assignments... it sucks and I hate it so much. Everyone else seems like theyre out having fun and I'm at home in my trakies wishing someone would visit me
