blaaaaah this sux

Even though im 15 and should get somewhat offended by natural philosophys post, calling him an ignorant sack of shit only makes you look like one.

 

bagseed can grow good bud. dont be dissin the bagseed man.

 

although the way you show your mental health I wouldnt be smoking pot if I where you.

 

Oh ya and green, dont leave.

 

i disagree

 

Me aswell. though it is some good entertainment!

 

what do you mean?

 

marijuana and other drugs have been shown to be catalysts for mental disturbances or illness.

 

im not mentally ill though

 

well i do have heightened anxiety, but nothing serious

 

and depression

 

so does that mean im going to go nuts?

so far most of the post to that thread were that its normal, its cuz im 15, its mood swings cuz of hormones etc

 

you might not go nuts, but it's plain to see that you are not thinking clearly. marijuana isn't helping in that department.

 

well i havent smoked in well over a week, and how am i not thinking clearly? dont think im being sarcastic, because the though kinda creeped me out and im really interested in knowing

 

do you not remember huge ass post from a few days ago about how you were depressed and you wanted to commit suicide??? in my experience, people that say things like that are not thinking as clearly as they could be.

 

You should never allow anyone to offend you, by doing so, you bow down and hand over the power of your mental stability to another person. By remaining calm and blowing off ignorant comments, you allow yourself to rise above the other person and control your position.

 

i see you dont know what i mean. the world is not what it used to be, the stupidity of the human has gone as so far, to blank out the point of its existence- to wonder why does he exist. when a person starts asking himself such things, he also blanks out common sense, leading him to believe in all sorts of bullshit. yes family is partly passing down ur genes, but its not all that i mean. before, a man would hunt for food, for survival. u needed to train and learn to survive, skill etc. the woman would look after the kids in cave w/e. allthough this was thousands of years ago, now its lazy stupid worthless people- alcoholics, junkies, bums, general scum of society. back then, they would have not survived, now its so easy they can, therefor the world is becoming polluted by them. stupid people, who back then would not have been good hunters for their lack of understanding, now just doing something for 20years straight, working in a office w/e< questioning the point of life. i find it really hard to explain, i have the thought, i have thought it through many hundreds of times, its just hard explaining.

the stupidity kind of pisses me off, i know i should be mellow and all. but when i go out for example, people i see - i just talk to them for 5min, and i start wondering how can he live, being so dumb. so ignorrant.

yea to you, i maybe some stuck up spoiled 15 year old stereotype, with raging hormones, pissed off at the wolrd, constantly running away from home and all. but thats not it, ur a bitch if you think that. i have met many such stupid people, almost everyday i meet people who i spend time with, i am almost always told to be very smart, especially for my age. many people say talking to me is like talking to fully grown adult who have seen shitloads. im not blowing myself up, becoming a prick, but i have it really hard existing with the people who are dumb. ive spent a long time looking for some like me, someone i can get along with, someone im interested talking to. so far i know 2 people, both ive known for a long time. when i found this place, over a year ago, i was amazed. it has loads of inteligent people i would love to have as close friends in real life. those people made me love this place, i learned so much from theire stories, posts, arguements etc. at first some people i hated turned out to be someone who brings a smile on my face now. and recently, this place has had many new people come in, exactly the people i hate in the world. stupid stupid people, there is still plenty of posters i really respect here, but the flood of retardness had made it annoying for me. im scared mainly that in the future i will be alone, because people who im looking for are very rare, and the 2 i know in my life, lets just say i value them more that anything

many of you will completely have no idea of what im saying, some will still continue to diss me, others will think im crazy, and many more will think im a little shit. but if atleast few understand, then i am happy

 

Im not going to comment on your questiong existance, the state of believing that you are smarter than most people because others tell you so, or the fact that you have to live with the Sheep of society. We all rely on each other, trust me, in some way we are all connected. But what I am going to actually comment on is your fear of being alone with your mindset for the rest of your life. One thing you are going to realize, is that you cant rely on others to enjoy a level of mental comfort by sharing a sense of perception and understandin, while condeming others who are less wise than you. You need to realize, that only YOU can make you happy and comfortable. You do not need the acceptance of others on YOUR level to feel at one with yourself and at peace. You need to love yourself for who you are, and know that we are all alone, as much as we are surrounded by other people, you are created out of yourself, and you die out of yourself. And that alone should make you strong enough to be at peace with your thoughts on life in general

 

things spread out a bit as you age... other than that your consciousness stays the same (at least my experience so far). stay sane, try to find things that YOU enjoy, don't worry about all these other people and their fucked-up-ness. stay aware dude! you got my support if you need it.

 

Yea although MrGreen has put down others simply because he seems to believe that he is beyond them, which in actuality, may very well be true I dont know the guy personally but he seems to have the kind of mind for perceiving some heavy data in terms of enlightened personality, but its his processing, or at least the current state of it, that he will gradually improve on, like accepting people for their differances, right to life, the oneness of it all, that kind of thing. His in flow of reality seems to be finely tuned and tweaked to the right channels, but its his internal organization of thought that appears cracked. Its ok, I am no different, or at least I wasnt between age12-19, then i saw the beauty in life, the oneness, the sudden unexpected, underappreciated change in my understanding of my OWN place in society, in the world, in the universe We all get depressed, ALL of us. ANd that is a universal fact, life goes up and down for everybody