Bump if you WISH you were high.

Thanks homie, good lookin out! I just hate being bored so much sometimes, but i kinda feel bad about complaining so much. I have a great family who is cool and really smart, loves me a lot, keeps me from starving. Besides my step mom she is a stupid devil whore who got my dad for her looks. Got my health, decent looks, a couple of really good friends who care about me and are really fun (smoked me out today). Hell ive got people around the world like pp who at least act like they giva fuck.
I dream about being rich every single day, but cant help feeling that it wont happen.
I might be homeless soon like i made a thread about. I have NO ideawhat that will be like at all, all i know is my life will be furher downhill if i have no roof over my head and no xbox.
Seems like the key is to stay optimistic and like u said EFFORT. truth is i can be a hardcore slacker a lot, i just get what i deserve really a lot of the time.
just wish i could make money doing something i love, but im too stupid to make a racing game, cant even understand how to make electronic music (tried these things and gave up) one dream that may be possible is to be a race car driver, but 1. Dont have money for that anytime very soon, 2 im worried about dying doing that, as my ego can be faster than my skills sometimes, which i used to be in denial about before learning the hard way flipping over my dads car and drifting mine over a curb (the latter i was a bit drunk tho)
So ya it comes down to me fuckin lost in life. All i know is i like weed, money, beer, chill peeps, video games

 

Sorry had to double post, this fucking peice of shit fuckin tablet wont let me scroll sometimes. Seriously annoying.
Anyways ya drugs video games people SNOWBOARDING havent done in years. I guess most realistic dream is to be a lift operator, or even better an instructer/guide. Finding the right girl, which doesnt seem that likely (most of em seem fucked in the head to me dont think im the only one) oh forgot one of my fav things in life is HOUSE music how could i forget my main passions.
but yeah applied to literally like 10 places today. I need to save up a couple years having a shitty job so that i can end up having a life.
My point was there are people much worse off like those poor fuckin africans.
thanks again piper you did brighten my mood
really happy things are good for you my man.

 

You sound like me a lot, FreshDacre. Yeah, there are certain differences in terms of interests. But you have some of the same essential desires I do, and are dealing with the same exact personal issues and place in life.

Thanks for the friend request. I'm glad I brightened your mood! And glad to know that you were smoked out as well.

I'm really tired right now, though, and have a long day ahead of me. Can't type any more for tonight. Talking on chat sometime, though, would be nice. 'Til later. Peace and love!

 

Couldn't even get the mids I was looking for. The 4th week of being dry has begun. Unless you count that one day where I was smoked out ... but I'm basing the dryness off the fact that we can't find a connect, and we can't get our own stuff.

Plus I still haven't hung out with that girl yet, but at least she's open to hanging out with me regardless of herb. She just needs to find a day where she's not busy.

Blehhh, the people who brag about my area have no idea what they're talking about. This place is a shithole. From now on, I won't be getting my hopes up on herb until my own 2 eyes can see it, and my own 2 hands can hold it.

 

bump. i am a little baked still from this morning tokings. probably going to smoke a bowl in about an hour or so. Wish i was high now though!!

 

Out of weed D:

 

bump after the day I had I could really break down and smoke but I won't

 

why?

BUMP wish i could smoke right now! Have some super heady nug atm too.
Job Interview tomorrow and possible DT. Starting my flush as we speak. Hopefully they dont even have one. But im going to be prepared anyway.

Wish me luck

 

Bump 'n shyt....

Or, time for a nap, more than likely...

 

My few-week-dryness should come to an end tonight. Reconnected with a guy with whom I went on a pro-cannabis march a year and a half ago. Back then his girlfriend was being controlling, which is why I never heard from him again. But I got in touch with him again through another pair of forums, and now things look pretty set tonight. He's going to hook me up with his connect. And he's so down-to-earth, he's even going to let me and my friend chill at his house!

So my saga on this thread shall come to an end for a while. Hopefully I'll have a job before I end up dry again. I'm hoping to move out of my place and room with another friend, while being within a short walking distance of a plethora of job opportunities. Totally groovy having a real-life support system after being down in the dumps so long.

Life gets better as long as you continuously make the effort.

EDIT: LEGIT! Awesome night!

 

just being stubborn and trying to not smoke until my b-day. want to see if I can make it that long without smoking. november 9th the big 30

 

bump bump bump I am down to maybe 1 decent size bowls worth and that's it. please let my dads pot be in his truck

 

wish I was high, but writing an essay :/

 

haven't smoked in months.....ugh

 

Bump..

 

Waiting for my friend to wake up so we can blaze together.

 

bump I really want too smoke. don't feel that great today I have a couple hits set on the side and 1 bud and that's it and it's not a very big bud at all

 

bump too damn sick

 

Bump!!!