I know a Dir en grey fan girl, shes annoying, stupid and wishes she was japanese. What a shitty band too..haha.
I feel like after this month of not smoking, after I pass my drug test to prove that I COULD stop that I should just toke regardless, they are keeping me from my friends, and this is just retarded.
They are keeping me from my friends this month, after this they said "we will see what happens then" but fuck, it pisses me off, the punishment makes no sense what so ever.
Well, atleast you can do more than watch tv and not see a probation officer. But man, it does suck. Don't smoke until they give you a drugtest. Infact, if I were you don't hang out with your friends for about two weeks after they let you off the hook. That's my plan. I've been off probation and I'm not grounded but I'm not downtown right now so a) no suspicions b) no temptations c) gauranteed passed drug test. My last joint was on Friday, after the monster truck show. I might get a joint next weekend, but doubtful. I wanna have one more drug test before I start hooking back up with Mary.
I was thiking about just not smoking after this month for 2 weeks or so, but still hanging out and rocking out with them.
thats the best idea right there^ i used was passing all my drig tests from my mom till i got a little to cocky with my smoking and didnt put enough bleach in my piss and failed. so wait a little bit so your parents get off your ass