Chat out the chat bag..

The mirror is ordered and suppose to be delivered tomorrow
Even tho I glued one halfway on I made a mess of the glue
luckily the glue mess is all over the mirror that I'm replacing

 

Such a mellow rainy day it has been. . .

 

ambulance company sent me an obscene bill for the less-than-20-block trip for my son when he died. i dont know what happened to that bill, someone else must have started collecting my mail at that point.
most people dont want to call an ambulance anymore because its too expensive, how many people die because they cant afford an ambulance and cant find a ride? i hate the system.

 

faith comes from the soul. not a charm or amulet..

 

we dont get charged for em service here. I was walking once and my Acl didnt want to walk no more. Im going to try and drag my ass all the way home.. least I wasnt in drag..
I called 911, man down man down.. ambulance took me to hospital. but the time I had tricare. I dont have that anymore ,, my time is up.

 

cooked up a marinated chicken breast with bacon-mustard dip


its petty good...at our general store they do various meats in marinade....always different

its a true old time general store....big black lazydog inside on the foor...stuff piled everywhere....you can buy hardware,gardening,food,smokes.........i realy like going there....

and of course the ladies there are really friendly

 

must not of refreshed before i wrote that post


my post seems too happy after mamaloves serious post

sorry


and orison...i wasnt ignoring you,ok?

 

lol heres your tune for your bling bling
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqjB_31IQKA"]BG - Bling Bling - YouTube

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iaIILf5up2Q"]열라 웃긴동영상 모음19 - YouTube

 

i couldnt change it, so i accepted it. dont fret, life is serious business, and death is a part of life. so is joy and laughter and good food with those we love. truth and facts should not be a downer, its just information. i have suffered,as most people have, it comes in many flavors, but nearly everyone gets a taste.

Love is my faith, i strive to understand every facet of it, because most people dont bother to. they think love is one specific thing, but Love is pervasive, it is everywhere if you choose to see it. Love is carved upon us, permanently. we should Love wisely, and deeply, and with an open heart. and when we suffer, we should be honest and share it, because we are not alone, we just feel that way.
"they are sharing a drink they call loneliness, but its better than drinking alone."

I choose to feel Love first. it is why i can honestly say that i Love people here. not all the people, there are a few that i had to ignore, but most people here i truly care for, i Love.
in the Kushiel series the faith is based on love "as Elua bade us, Love as thou Wilt"
its a really good set of books. great sex too. brilliant story. i will have to reread them again soon.

so lets have a mild laugh about death in it we are all equal. its guaranteed.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PiZSFIVFiU"]George Carlin on Death - RIP - YouTube

that sounds like an awesome general store Rolling, i wish we had one, no. i wish i ran one, thats the kind of mixed domestic arts im interested in.

 

+rep...

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wA-cm_bo58"]Death Don't Have No Mercy - Grateful Dead - 10-9-1989 Hampton, Va (UPGRADE) - YouTube

... Remember when you could discuss the Dead in the lounge and they knew what you was talking about...

 

flank steak on the BBQ
BBQ come peppers, mushrooms and asparagus
salad with a little bit of ceaser dressing, heavy on garlic and a bit of chedder chesse

my stomach is living like a king, hell yeah

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BtlIZ_yWRiY"]Nappy Roots--Country Boy Return - YouTube

 

^^^ I didn't eat tonight. Just zoned out and forgot about it.

 

thankee much

this is one of my favorite youtube channels. some educational gore, but they warn you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=heiyGjUko8M"]Chicago Adventure, Part Four: Rodents of Unusual Size (And Other Mammals, Too) - YouTube

 

educational gore is the best

smoke a bowl

get a full taste of reality

 

they skin, gut and break down a wolf that was hit by a truck. and then she looked at what it had eaten. i was nervous at first, i listened with most of the video covered, then went back and rewatched it. i feel like i have to watch that sort of thing if im goig to be butchering rabbits or chickens eventually.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkVJvIzt0v0"]Nathan Fillion Gets Slapped - YouTube