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i want to make some edibles but it's too hot to use the oven this week.

 

hey i have some leafage i can use for some edibles! but i dont want to eat another
coconut/animal fat choc cake! :O hahahaha that was some crazy stuff
it worked pretty good but i used soooo much tallow in it that it was like super fat cake.
i need to make something else with it , any ideas? i like to use tallow as my fat source.

 

hey i was just thinking , why couldnt you just put the leafage into the oil and then rub it all over your body?? haha i would smell yes but then i wouldnt have to taste it! aha

 

you could put it in your ears too, doesn't mean it'll get you high.

 

oh thanks for sharing that helpfulness!!
you do know what you put on your skin you are eating?
no i dont know itll work but im sure ill still try it, got nothing to lose and tallow weed tastes pretty gruesome anyway , it smells like it yastes

 

I think you're doing it wrong if it tastes that bad. use butter or oil instead maybe?

and i'm not an idiot, i understand that you absorb things on your skin, but generally not to the same extent as when you eat it.

 

haha no i dont know about you but i dont think it matters what you do to it , its going to taste strong and weedy , i dont use butter so i stick to stuff that i agree with more like tallow hmm yeah thats pretty much it since i have alot of it but hard to mix it with something to mask it up a bit, and oil is expensive and you need to use alot, thats why i like tallow too since its cheap maybe i will make some fake tallow chocolate haha

 

dont klnow what tallow is...but i imagine you sub it for butter?...so heres what you do...dry the leaf and make into as fine a dusty powder as possible...make oat meal cookies...make sure you use the brown sugar and cinnaman recipe...mmmmmmm...i like your screen name.....are your bong lips single bong lips?...have i stalked with you before?...i mean talked?

 

water pump from my well fucked up...waiting for plumber jim to sober uop and come over

found out today my ex room mate is in jail...he has a bad temper and a black belt...bad combo to have

 

Worst week of my life... And it's only Tuesday.

Last night my girlfriend was telling me how she might be pregnant, and I laughed because we haven't even done it yet! And she was like "you don't technically have to go all the way in order to get pregnant you know... Remember what we did last week? Well my periods over a week late" fuuck, that's not possible is it?!

Then this morning I woke up to discover that my mom busted me and found out I smoke weed... Things are so awkward between us now, I can't even be in the same room now, and if she tells my dad he's going to kill me...

 

tallow my friend is rendered animal fat you take suet from around the kidneys and you render it down then you have tallow,
ahh i dont eat weird things like butter flour sugar etc..
but i do eat animals! haha so thats why im going for a tallow option here but i can sprinkle some cinnamon and spice on it still i have made tallow chocolate before too .
normal people would gag on it haha but whatever i think its super!
i hope you get your water well fixed soon , that sucks , and thats why its shitty to rely on stuf like that im on a well atm too and you cant do anything ,not even the toilet works! so stupid, give me my water crock pot and my compost tolet back and send me back to the woods!peoples technologies are rediculous.

 

careful man, you have no idea how many times i've heard crazy psycho girls try and rope guys in by telling them she's pregnant. just to keep the dude around. i know you have been thinking about breaking up with her, maybe she senses it and is looking for anything to keep you...just sayin



if she IS pregnant, try to get on maury or some shit and PROVE that you aint that kid baby daddy!!!!

well...that sounds shitty. raging drunk can be fun at times, but when it is a consistent thing, that spells dependency and bad times.

that being said, raging drunk is something i miss getting to when i lived in the city. i would be able to get so piss drunk and amped up i would get out and start walking the streets at 3AM. Now there's usually enough transients or other people more fucked up to take attention away from me, but add some paint to the mix and you have therapy, my friends. i miss therapy, i can't even get a boner for art anymore. major funk. been thinking of getting help, but fuck that - i'm tired of people around me lobotomizing their potential and eccentric sides that I think are necessary...or maybe I'm getting too into Dionysus shit

 

Crazy doesn't have to mean self-pity, though.

haha that's true though, i met a lot of people living in the city.

i met some dude yesterday that started talking to me about energies, visions and all this other crazy shit right off the bat. then he came on to me.
i'm halfway tempted to entertain his attraction for the attention...feel the power that girls get when they are cockteases...
do females like, siphon energy from males when they act like they are interested and then shut you out completely, then act like you are interested, then shut you out?

i feel like i am taking crazy pills!!!

 

That's the thing, I don't know, it's very possible some came into contact lol, like maybe it was on either of our hands and got passed on that way, but that can't get a girl pregnant can it? It doesn't seem possible.

But she has been under a lot of stress lately due to choosing university courses and whatnot lately, so hopefully that's why!

But she said she got cramps as if her period was about to come, but the period never came?

That's always a possibility I guess, but do you think a 17 year old girl would really do that? That sounds like something a paycho wife would do it a failing marriage lol

 

maybe you should have paid more attention in health class... it's definitely possible. pretty small chance, but definitely a chance.

 

definitely a 17 year old girl tactic. the psycho wife in a failing marriage uses this tactic because she acts like a 17 year old girl.

but it sounds like she's just stressed.

 

yeah she's most likely stressed and that's why.

you should tell her that if she would just swallow all the time, you wouldn't have this issue.

 

that's a good point Fae, I normally don't mean 'cocktease' as literally teasing me sexually. but like...there's certainly an attitude or a demeanor about some girls. maybe attention whore is a better word.

i definitely don't EXPECT sex from anybody, unless of course they SAY they are gonna suck me off and don't do it. THAT'S a cocktease.


getting attention from random places is strange indeed. this site had provided me some sort of affirmation that i needed when i was younger, for example, but now it is the same sort of weird come-on i get from energy-man that doesn't do much but reflect my own inability to give girls the type of attention that i wish i could. i seem to scare them off instead, or my timing is all wrong.

 

haha no, they would be nonexistant in my life... jk jk...but i wouldn't pursue any farther. nothing against that lifestyle, i'm just not sure I could be sexually attracted to a transgender.

righteous fae, and thank you. sometimes i forget the goodness that i need to stay true to. i just really don't like seeing potentially beautiful people make the same mistakes over and over again, and i try to involve myself into their struggles without realizing that other people are other people. idontknowidontknow...

i feel like i've been changing manic depressive hardcore lately...i need good distractions, but i just end up distracted again or getting bored. my brain just can't focus on one thing.

 

my well is right out my back door and very easy to throw a bucket down and do it 1800s style...which i did...even if i am standing in my bathroom and get the urge to pee i still go outside and whizz...there is something so completely free about whizzing outside...i love it...all the kids whizz outside here

ya qft...every girlfriend i have had has had those stress false pregnancies to try and keep yours truly at close bay....i am pretty amazing...most girls fuck me for the first time and wake up with a misssed period the next morning...the hot receptionist at the abortion clinic in ottawa knows me by first name but not from my own mistakes...just saying

ya purpy...you are a handsome fella...i'd like to introduce you to my purplebythepound lol