Right I also said that. I honestly don't think you have the strength to do it yourself. You haven't yet. I say the word yet, you still could turn your life around and your situations. I don't mean that as an insult. Please do not take it that way.
OMG Ryan! You are a psychic! I really am going to go work at a dude ranch! And I have sworn to only eat steak from now on! How did you know? I am just curious as to when all of this is going to end...