Convo it up

I actually have been listening to less mars volta lately and more At The Drive-In as I recently rediscovered the greatness in their sound.

Buses were always the shit but driving yourself to school provide you with the opportunity to burn ride on the way to school.

Hopefully my friend picks me up to burn tonight, otherwise he already said he would tomorrow before school

 

fuck

piss test tomorow at 10:30.

yesterday morning was the last time I smoked.

I've been taking vitamin B complex, and vitamins A and E alot and I've been drinking water and green tea non stop

I'm gonna fail.

 

my parents are such BITCHES. like straight BITCH. i asked my mom like a week ago if they could refrain from fucking on their bed, since i'm going to be getting it soon. low and behold, a half hour ago that bitch says to me with a huge fucking grin "we did your worst nightmare this morning". i flipped shit. like what the FUCK, could they have not waited ONE GOD DAMN DAY until THEIR bed arrives? come on now. bitch. whatever. i've done a plethora of drugs in their house so i don't give a shit. i can't wait to see their faces when i tell them one day. i'm going to have to video tape it.

 

i'd be begging anyone who's 18 that you know to get you a detox drink

 

I would be more so trying to find someone with clean piss to lend you a sample.

 

they watch me piss, otherwise I'd use my brothers piss.

and I'm broke, I cant buy anything.

also, I have to do an essay, describing Goals i'd like to achieve.

fuck

 

^^ or that. but that could be bad though because we don't know if they watch him piss or something. none of my friends have clean piss though

 

Damn circa what is this drug test for?

 

Court.

I got searched and they found a bowl on me in July. I got a letter saying I had to go to court on october 5.

I've been on probation for a month

if I pass the piss test and do my essay I'm off

I feel so fucking stupid for smoking.

 

i wanna fucking vape right now but the bitches are awake and active, and the last thing i want is my dad banging on the door in the middle of a hit

@circa- damn, why'd you smoke? if you fail what happens?

 

Damn dude that sucks, you are about to get more probation I think. I feel for you dude.

If Obama wins I am certainly smoking a massive dank blunt for him tomorrow.

 

Lol that sucks, luckily my dad is always at work when I am home from school. I have had my mother come in mid hit though and those are some interesting times haha.

 

I forgot I had this meeting.

and if I fail I stay on probation

and I really fucking hate it too, every time I smoke I get all paranoid.

I really fucking hope I pass.

 

i dunno if my mom would bitch me out to my dad or not. she'd still kick my ass though. if my dad found out, he'd probably start crying. then kick my ass. either way, if i get caught, my ass is going to get BEAT. and i've gotten beat in my younger days, so i have no doubts that they would.

 

what did your mom do nrf?
When my mom found out she said I was doing some things she didnt approve of. I told her she had no space to talk about right decisions since she majorly fucked up with us growing up. she we dont talk about it, just like we dont talk about mmy former stepfather or the 20 year old she let move in with my 14 year old sister.

 

She said that marijuana was harming me and I argued with her that my grades are nice, I am not a creepy loner haha, and also that it helps with my depression and anxiety. She wasn't happy but she couldn't argue that it was making me stupid and therefore the basis of whatever point she had was bunk.

 

thankfully i can overpower my unusually scrawny father and can book it alot faster than my mother can.

 

Fuck I just broke the nicer of my two dry pipes by scraping it for resin

 

damn, that sucks

 

^that sucks newradical........i hate breaking pieces