Crack..

so youve never done any of those listed?

 

nope. i dont know, personally i dont feel ready nor equiped. atm my life isnt that satisfying to me, i know very very few people i can relate to idea and life wise. maybe this is my fault - i mean i have been constantly saying how the modern black culture is destroying the youngr generations in UK, i mean i consider myself bright, and these kids are just plain retarded and common. so i have been going on and on about maybe going to live in a more chill and interesting place, like cali/florida/canada/australia - but i might not meet anyone there either. the way i would see myself experimenting with drugs is, with people i trust and love to be around with, in a insanely fun atmosphere, no anxiety or nothing. not wiggers in a house party snorting baking soda before going to trash the place. so yea, i guess im leaving it for later, when i am more emotionally and physically prepared. i read how good x is supposed to make you feel, i know an alot older guy who done amphetamines and x alot in his youth, he says the next day normal sucks, life is completely pointless till ur next roll, so yea i think mylife is pointless now, id porbably just do something i might regret. but maybe this is just another moronic teen talking shit - i cant decide.

 

I took a few hits jake, and I never said I wasnt fucked up. I just wasn't impressed at all. Numb lips was only after the fact.. my whole face went numb when I was smokin

 

well im telling you what right now cali is not the place you wanna move. Everyone here is fake. Everykid that moves from the mid-west to cali says they HATE HATE HATE cali because of the asshole people here. California is full of poser gangster that will jump you 7 on 1 because their pussies. Cali if full of people that will steal from you and stab you in the back while being a professional at pretending to be your friend. Also cali is full of racist mexicans so if your white prepared to have a truck pullover for no reason and have a bunch of mexican jump you because your white. Also I live in a suburban area and it's that bad, so imagine how bad it is in the city. I could right a book on why cali such a bad place to live.

 

Wasn't impressed? crack feels x10 better than E and I smoked a small small small peice like half a pinky nail.

 

ive never smoked crack and i dont intend to, dont get me wrong. i love me some coke, its just that crack has a certain stigma to it, kinda like shooting up. i just dont wanna have that shit on my mind, and on my friends lips

 

cali is full of a bunch of racist mexicans who will jump you cause your white?? Where the fuck do you live?? I mean, of course, race issues are serious down here. There are a bunch of skinheads out in the 909 and in the valley. And in the city, the blacks and mexicans are the ones who don't get along for the most part. But anway, Cali isn't all that bad. Yea, people are fake as fuck in LA and OC, but hey, there are some good people too...
And definitely a shitload of crack. And good weed. And bad weed.

 

Welcome to the ghetto man, every state has this. You know here old ladies are getting robbed at gunpoint of their purses hundreds a day, people get shot and killed here for drug deals everyday, here people get jumped everyday for no reason my 10-15 mexicans or blacks.

 

i mentioned this in a other thread: i live in a area were crack is abundantly availiable to al the kids. What happens is 13-16 year olds get dragged in by older gangs and are forced to sell crack. these younger 13-16 year olds then gather a group off quite litreally 8 year olds and they smoke crack with them for free a couple of times and then says that the have to pay. so now these kids start shoplifting, stealing from there parents, purse snatching and mugging. i have been threatended with darts and knives and lumps of wood my nine year olds who are shaking really badly. itsa pity because know there are tons of police all around and i get stopped every day by the bastards trying to search me cus im 14.