currently masturbating...

I’m just watching a hockey game and can’t keep my hands out of my pants. I think it may be time to nut later.

 

On day 41 of total abstinence. Days four through 30 were sheer torture. Constantly Randy waking up every morning with a colbat steel rod protruding out of my groin area begging for some sort of relief. Could not concentrate on anything, my balls hurt, my body didn't feel right, mentally could not focus on work or anything all. All I could think about was blowing a load somewhere somehow. If I happen to be rubbing myself a little bit in the shower after about 15 seconds I would have to stop because my Boner would be edging and begging me for some sweet relief.

After day 30 it was sort of like turning a corner. Some clarity start setting in. My balls stopped hurting and there was even a few mornings I would wake up without Wood. My overall well-being just started feeling... better. My focus became clearer and I was able to be more productive at work, etc. I sort of had a feeling that I was now in control. When I start this journey I had said 42 days and tomorrow will be day 42.

While I feel much more in control over myself and can hold out longer if I chose to now, I am looking forward to tomorrow. I am looking forward to playing with myself and not having a quick jerk off session. I'm looking forward to that feeling of almost total Euphorium coming over ones entire body. The complete sense of total relaxation followed by the stirring sensation in my balls that works it self up though my stiff shaft, that tingling orgasmic feeling in the head of my penis seconds before my Boner turns itself into a sperm Fountain spewing thick white hot streams of cum into the air and covering the surrounding areas. Looking forward to orgasm.

Masturbation is such a unique time for fantasy. Nick time to imagine being with or doing something with someone that can mentally and sexually add to the experience. I haven't given much thought situation for tomorrow but I'm thinking blonde or redhead may be involved. Sort of leaning towards redhead ...

42 days a long time. Guess I will see what cums tomorrow

 

After 42 days, I wouldn't be able to concentrate knowing it was tomorrow...make it memorable - got a plan?

 

No concrete plan yet. Couple things running through my head would like to try to stretch it out at least 20 or 30 minutes. Any thing shorter might be disappointing. After 42 days anything longer I quite frankly just don't think it is in the cards before that thing is shooting streams.

Open to suggestions though.

 

Weed....and a mop, likely....

 

Hopefully you shoot ropes out when you finally come!

 

Keep it up ladies, I’m enjoying the show

 

It’s a shame I’m currently working otherwise I would be joining in

 

I wish. I’m about to enter into a meeting.

 

I’m a good multi-tasker

 

With the emphasis on the word ‘hard’.

 

Stroking slowly,reading sex texts from my darling wife,she's playing with her tits while reading erotic fiction...

 

Your horny thing you

 

Yes but still working.

 

I will have a session later tonight though.

 

I’m really struggling to focus on my work

 

I'm still stroking,hope you ladies are enjoying yourselves...

 

Today's your big day....

 

Masturbating with expired condoms.

 

Just starting to before bed