Cutting Feels Good, but I know It's Bad

I cutted for a while...I sorta abused the pupose though eventually. I just wanted a way out, was lost, lonely, confused and very depressed at high stress levels. So I did that and it helped. Its been months since I have cut. I just wernt through a breakup and stuff, but didn't turn to cutting. I guess I wrote and thought about it. Knowing it probably was for the best...