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*sigh* that's alright darling, we'll always have the astral plane...

(Hey you perverts! Quit peeping in on my and LL's very private love scene!!!)

 

God!!! I love this thread!!! night night

 

God heard you already. sheesh!

 

Yeah the astral ... that no holds barred no inhibition place. I can dig that. I had one of the most beautiful astral encounters ever the other night, just beautiful, ... i'm still trying to make sense of it.

 

If you really believed that bluesafire, we'd have stopped going around in circles like we've been doing during our first interaction.

You didn't really think you were the one pulling the strings this whole time, did you?

Travis

 

Spitefulness was probably an overstatement on my part, zen. I was mostly attempting to point out egoic defense mechanisms. And unfortunately for you, fun and ego aren't mutually exclusive.

Travis

 

Let's continue this subject on a new thread, shall we? I'll go start one.

 

*runs and hides*

 

haha! clever boy.

 

Unfortunately for ME? Wow, I'm such a unique person ...defense mechanisms are ubiquitous and fun, radar, that's the whole point.

Everybody laugh! - ha ha ho, he he he.

 

Sorry, I'm a little late for the orgy, but I have the vodka...anybody still unsatisfied? I'll do what I can for the common good...

 

And see? Here's the whole crux of the thing: This thread was getting really fun, and then suddenly this post appears...BLAM!

The fun before da mental? How fun? How mental?

Time for another shot of vodka...anybody else?

 

Hey Windy - you still hanging in this thread? I still have a little vodka left...

LOL

 

I'd say the fact that you consciously believe that indulging your defense mechanisms is somehow a constructive behavior makes you a pretty unique person, yes.

For your sake zen, I sincerely hope you don't actually believe that. Although based on your self-enabling behavior surrounding your alcoholism (i.e. creating two different personas for your inebratiated and sober selves), I suspect that you probably do.

Travis

 

Considering the "fun" of this thread was primarily of the dysfunctional variety (in this case, voyeuristically enjoying an exhibition of repressed and/or latent egoic tendencies), I'm pleased to hear that I was the one capable of providing the "BLAM" (a.k.a. reality check).

Travis

 

Let's just say you would be happier if you could extract the ramrod from your ass and just be, radar.

 

Goodnight, every body, and sweet dreams.

 

Since we seem to be exchanging advice on how to be happier, I highly recommend this little spiritual exercise for you zen: step one: look straight at your hand. step two: raise it to the level of your hairline. step three: bring your hand rapidly backwards over the top of your head so as to create a nice little breeze.

Congratulations, you've just physically expressed the degree to which you just missed the point!



Travis

 

This is signature worthy. Best post of the year so far. :smilielol5:

 

LOL...ya Zen, I'm still here...you bring along your vodka, I'll crack another bottle of wine and hehe, looks like we'll need more popcorn....