describe your best or first trip...

Never heard of someone dosing 7 tabs? Most people I know have taken ten strips on multiple occasions; I even know someone who did 22 tabs once.

 

I'm just on the tail end of my first trip (paper) - he said as he focused hard to stop the words from running away from each other. It was one called 'the mad-hatter' and I was told it was one of the best ever. I'm going to a big hippy festival in about a month and I wanted to try tripping on my own before I did it in a group setting. It took about 2 hours to kick in (but I'm somewhat resistant to drugs so that's not a big surprise) and then kept growing and growing. I took it about 10pm last night and it is now 6pm and I'm still feeling it so much that I don't trust myself to drive to a housewarming.


When it was at it peak it was wonderful - not the big visuals people talk about but more of a lowering of my pettiness and selfish obsessions. It was great and I just hope I can maintain this attitude for a little longer. I can't wait to do it with a group of like minded people out in the bush under the stars...

Interesting side note: found the paper worked as a massive aphrodisiac so it was convenient my girlfriend was over - but small problem, my dick refused to cooperate. I had blue balls I was so horny but my dick just didn't give a shit. There's nothing more frustrating than an erection that goes on holiday... it was only about four hours in that things became functional again. I find a similar effect when on speed. Is this common or should I take my little man back to the factory??

 

My first trip, ah bless, smoking weed with friends on a verandah listening to bob marley, who I later in the evening met and danced with, then we went to sit on a very high hill to appriciate how everyone should love one another.
brilliant.
My best trip, first E at first festival with first boyfriend. dancing to roots manuva we came up at exactly the same moment. [ make eyecontact as music suddenly calls you to dance all night!]
fantastic.
Anyway. those simple moments will always be treasured, but I have SO MUCH PAIN and damage from years of drug abuse becuase of the need to get that high again. mental damage.... you can't escape that.
I've also had temporary paralysis 20 odd times, oin various parts of my body. arms going limp. half my face muscles frozen. sleep paralysis, brought on from too many nights of lack/irrational sleep/amphetamines.
and addictions to nicotine. who wants to be a slave to a nicotine company?, thats just not enjoyable.
anayway all drugs now are totally hideous to me, becuase don't lie, these are the definate and possible sideffects
make you lazy, complacent, about personal health, relationships,
alter your attitude to one of dependency
bound to do things you regret somewhere down the line of druguse.
upsets people who care about you and your brain cells.

anyway. as a youngster you think it's the drug thats doing all this crazy mindopening stuff. but all any drugs do is ENHANCE YOUR PRESENT STATE OF MIND.
by effecting various networks you are currently focousing on.
the whole scene is about rebellion and discovery and forbbiden introspection, but you don't need to take an lsd tab to open your m ind. also to spiritual evoloution theres probabaly a reason we only see as much as we do without forcibly altering your brain structure in a few seconds....
people meditate for years and decades , slowly unfolding their minds and changing their physical structure.
What I'm sayin is such a sudden shock to the system, without realy any preperation for such a sudden alteration in perception, is only something humans would do.. try to speed up [evoloution/anything] with a quick fix. the likelihood is that can only set you back , you can't force nature or demand enlightenment.
shamans who take drugs traditionally do it with respect for all the spirits of the land and body, with ancestorial experinence. I'm saying that westeners on mdma, say all they like, don't know wht the flip they are doing or playing with, ineveitabley this is the generation that takes every upper downer without a thought to natrual equilibrium.
Drugs that companies call safe, end up causing serious damage later in life...too many examples.
then drugs that everyone continually warns are potentially dangerous, can and can cause fatalities, are just swallowed up by the mouthful.
I mean what is wrong with us?, why do we all want to die so soon?