Describe your current mood...

Depressed, lonely, anxious and bored all at the same time.

 

Well, that's what happens when you live in the same 1 bedroom apartment for 14 years. Plus since the building is a high rise - they won't let us throw anything out that cannot fit down the garbage chute. There's a large charge to get rid of old computers, furniture, DVD players, stereo systems, etc. It's a bit of a rip off.

I mean, things get old or break, and they charge a fortune to remove them from your apartment. So I've just been putting broken stuff in 2 of my 3 closets. Plus I have way too many books and old video tapes, so I'm trying to figure out what to keep and what to get rid of. But I am getting close to the finish line. Never, ever move into a high rise. Hell, it would be easier living in a tent. :willy_nilly:

QP

 

on the plus side, think of how much more space you'll have when you move back in.

 

invest in a tool set and take all those things apart so that the parts are small enough to send down the chute.

 

pensive.....

 

Tired and hoping I don't have to change poopie towels in the cat carrier anymore tonight.

 

:coffee: should be a mood.

 

Caffeinated?

 

Still a bit numb...

 

I should be sleepy I have hardly slept all week and when I finally did sleep I came face to face with a ghost, astral being or hallucination from either lack of sleep or from taking Nortriptylin for the migraines. If the lack of sleep combined with Nortriptylin, made me hallucination than it was more realistic than any acid trip that I had back in the days I took acid. Which was in my teens. I thought she was a real person standing by my bed. I am still stunned by it. Why am I not tired? I have only been sleeping about 2 to 3 hour a day? The Nortriptylin is supposed to make me tired. It hasn't gotten rid of the migraines. I have been getting migraines every day this month and I am frustrated that the neurologist clinic NP, did not even run any tests last week. She just gave me the damn pills. I never had headaches until a year ago January. It seems to be hand in hand with being diagnosed with diabetes a year ago. So my mood is frustrated. The manifestation of the apparition was using sign language for health/healing. It is what is on my mind with the upcoming surgery next month. (Health and healing.)

 

I am getting some :coffee: and will be driving Dad to go to breakfast with my brother this morning. (about 1/2 hour from here) First time in a long time that I slept till 4 am. Usually up around 3.

 

neutral

 

Alternating Between Peaceful..eace:.. And Full On Agression...:boxing_smiley:



Cheers Glen.

 

^Just kidding.

I'm in a good mood.

Later today I might get a cheeseburger or something..

 

:coffee:

 

I be fine

 

Confuzzled

 

Well rested, I finally got enough sleep.

 

Content as that is what Sunday afternoons is all about.

I am making a nice roast pork dinner for my family and we are all just chilling.....does not get better than that!

 

Confuzzled ........good word Ty