Dillema

if you really were 'in love' like you said in your original post, you wouldn't be lying to her and hiding something like this. dont lie to yourself and say you're in love, because the truth is, you're young and you probably don't really know what you want. if you continue to smoke AND continue to lie, the only person you will end up hurting is her. and you will only have yourself to blame once it's all over

ive been through what you're going through. i told my ex i would stop smoking cannabis because i wanted her to stop smoking cigarettes. i couldn't describe how much it hurt me to find out she had been smoking cigarettes behind my back for almost a year. it really does hurt when somebody does that to you, especially somebody you love and trust.

at least be honest if you're going to smoke. it might be hard to tell her now, but it will be worth it in the long run.