diphenhydramine

That isn't enough. Go to walgreens, buy a bottle of "Wal - Som" Take 7 of them. Smoke some ganja. It really is quite spiritual.. If you are more leaning that way.. You have a dream when you close your eyes, like you will be at work, school.. And sometimes I snap out of it and say something like "No miss berger..... No... I don't wanna do my work.." Or I'll wake up saying "GOD DAMNIT MOM I'M NOT HIGH!!!!" But once you figure out how to control those dreams... It is the best thing ever.. You can fly over tall buildings.. Have sex with that awesome lady at school.. Do whatever.. My only problem was I did it yesterday actually lol and I had trouble breathing.. Lol everyone in the garage was like IAN IAN IAN IAN WAKE UP IAN And I was just staring at the garage only hearing "BLAAA BLAA BLAA" And then I replied after 10 minutes of yelling apparently.. I replied. "Robots." And one other time I saw a pair of naked legs run through my basement, my cat grow another head. A person breaking my window and coming into my house.. Its extreme if you take enough.

 

By the away the person breaking in was the lady of the lake. Off of one of those old merlin movies. She had the white gown and everything.. And I know it really happened and it wasn't like a closed eye. It was open eye. It really scared me yesterday because one time I had this giant spider on my hand and I knew it was fake.. So I petted it and it evaporated.. When I was in my friends garage.. I touched a BIG ASS wolf spider and it was real.. They were all talking about it too.. I didn't hear them but I tried to pet it and it ran away, and they said like "IAN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THATS A REAL SPIDER!!!!!" Lol Also the walls will be moving like whacky waving inflatable arm flailing tubemen. But the drug looses its magic after about 10 times.. So space em out.

 

I dont think being delirious sounds like very much fun. Benadryl always makes me feel like shit, I use it to help me sleep quite often, and right before I fall asleep my entire body gets really restless. It makes me kick my legs in the air and flail my arms around like crazy. I dislike that feeling. Yet I'm pretty much dependant on benadryl to help me sleep, and I never feel rested at all...I feel like its almost like passing out from alcohol every night, where it completely fucks up your sleep cycle

 

Have you ever done a delerient? It really isn't that bad because you literally are SO delerious that you don't know that you don't like to be delerious.. At the time.. After its done.. Yeah.. You have a headache.. But if you do it at like 11AM and trip on it until about 3pm.. You'll be fine.. There really is only 20 - 30 minutes in there were you really CAN'T tell whats really happening and whats not.. Its one of those do only once kinda things.. But don't drink the syrup, like I said get wal som it has 50mg diphenhydramine tabs. Take 7 and sit in your room. Don't turn the lights off until you see them spazzing out though. You WILL wanna turn them off lol just get a really comfortable chair, and just sit there and listen to music.. Thats honestly the best thing to do.