Do you ever wonder what your life would be like if you never did drugs?

as we count alcohol and tobacco drugs as well, then i bet i would feel better..
im not into the other stuff.. just alco and ciggs..

 

well what are you waiting for?


ps. fuckin hell what a sig!

 

made me happier, and more sad. enriched and intensified it all...ulltimatley, it was my own spirit that brought me to these things, the weed just acted as a tool with my own personal experience..in this world, spiritual experience is not highly regarded, we live far from nature, which is the wisest entity of all, which would explain humanities ignorance right now. so instead, we fabricate god and spirituality in a church which we call gods house to help us feel like good moral people, when the good majority of us are anything but and filled with egosickness and greed, as theyve been taught by this culture of ours. common sense would tell us gods house is in nature, and therefore marijuana is apart of his creation left to help humanity. perhaps god knew people would discover civilization and knew that theyd need something to help them stay sane and spiritual in a world without music or celebration or nature or true life.

it brought me to TRUTH, for better or for worse. sometimes i love truth and knowing what i do, and sometimes the truth is nothing but ugly and i wish i could be blissfully stupid again. it also helped me find some nasty anxiety+paranoia, but its taught me a lot and for that aspect of my whole trip so far, i am grateful.

 

very well said. i can relate to alot of that.

 

truth IS not beautiful or ugly, it just is. it just IS. the truth. fact. if the mere knowing of the truth can bring you sadness then clearly the truth itself is not actively hurting you. thus, the ugliness of the truth is unsubstantiated. however beauty is beyond feeling. beauty is totally observational. ugly however is a feeling. ugly repulses one, and more so to ignorant people. beauty can drift right past one's head. moreso ignorant ones. everything is beautiful. this doesnt necessarily make it something to worship or to enjoy, or anything like that. beauty is merely an object of observation and aknowlegement, apreciation

 

very insightful bill