I'm having a rough time and finding that making my overflow of embarrassing irrational emotional anguish fit into a 17 syllable poem is really a really helpful distraction and stops me wanting to type all the irrational nonsense which would just embarrass me deeply ten minutes later. So basically answering your question would negate the point. Thank you for being interested though.
thank you. situation is still weird but i have managed to alter my attitude considerably. you ever get that thing where something bad happens, but in the end you're almost glad it happened because it illustrates growth you didn't know you'd been doing : )