Do You Remember Your First Love??

If he dies, I will be devistated..

He won't leave me.

And I can handle being away from him. We're not crazily clingy.. I just don't ever want to have to be.

 

My first love was a marine who I met on leave. We wrote to each other, talked on the phone when we could, talked about marriage someday even. He deceived me though. When he came on leave again and was supposed to see me, he suddenly didn't answer me anymore and I found out through a friend that he was engaged and that he never had any intention of being with me. I found this all out the day my nephew was born. It was really sad because I was so excited to tell him about the birth and was trying to reach him all day and he didn't care. I waited through a deployment for him, and another year. Now that I think about it, I feel like the man I'm with now really is my first love because it's mutual and honest and strong.

 

Never say never Rainbow, you could only be days or weeks from meeting that one person that gives you that which we seek. True love is worth the wait, and Id give up all my vices to find it!

 

Couldnt agree more DD, very well put!