I am also writing the script to "The Stoner's Guide to the Jungle" right now. Hopefully I will begin shooting the video in a few weeks.
Okay, so I just started a blog for those of you who care. I'm not so sure how long I'll keep it or how often I'll update it, because I'm going to try to be somewhat anonymous in it just so I can say whatever the hell I want and not feel like I have to censor it because it's illegal or a "sin" (I have a lot of religious people in my life...and it sucks). http://everydaylifewithcolly.blogspot.com/ There's only one entry so far. So yeah.
My e-stalking just got a whole lot easier. Actually, I'm thinking of leaving the profession. It's a tough industry.
Yeah I write. Firstly I keep a private diary. Secondly I'm writing a novel and planning out others. In addition to the rap that is a crime against humanity I sometimes write poetry / potential song lyrics. Altho I rarely even share that with others..right or wrong The reason for writing is is, creative stuff only works when u have that deep connection to an emotion.Otherwise it just doesn't look real. When I don't have time / opport to write, I feel strangled.Its like being denied space, freedom whatever ... It lets my brain's patterns reconnect and grow.. type of thing. Maybe its about "leaving sthg of value"-altho I ain't planning on checking out just yet...!LOL
Not so much anymore. I guess, just a little bit. I recently threw out a box with approximately 35 notebooks from when I used to write everyday (first two years of college).
That's exactly what I was going to say. The good thing about it would be I'd get to fuck lots of skinny blondes.
But Prax don't u get to the stage where u think "yeah I can fuck so and so, but if I don't trust her further than I can throw her...I'm kind of repulsed"? A friend of mine used to go to parties with all these superstar types and the gold-digging girls ,but gave it up for a "real girl". I never used to follow his reasoning, but now I think I'm coming round to his way of thinking
Hmm.I won't bother with anyone if I don't really really fancy her. But there's sthg really depressing about fucking someone who's beautiful on the outside but ugly inside.Maybe its that Taoist stuff.Like I can "feel bad energy" and feel really drained /ill even afterwards? Nowadays I think "control the energy, don't let it control me"... Some people use the phrase "head butt" instead...LOL
Wow! You're changing...to me, a skinny blonde is like a pint and a fresh pack of cigarettes. Like I said, the tension is always there.
LOL I always have fun with blondes.But its brunettes I have relats with.Brunettes are a pain with the "dark ,deep and mysterious routine". A "kindred spirit" but "like forces repelling" at the same time. Blondes do what they promised.They're sort of my natural "opposites attract". But Euro blondes are never natural blondes.So its invalid as an Empirical study...lol