DPT. Dangerous?

this makes me think i'm really unhealthy.

 

Last time I did mushrooms I had the most insane OEVs. There was this translucent field of gridded eyeballs over everything organic I could see. (it was night time)

And the CEV counterpart to the feild of eyes took the form of neurons, DNA strands, netting, and when the eyes blinked their eyelids were like mouths with razor sharp fangs.

Earlier in the night I had to toss some rancid meat and it slipped out of my hands and landed near the tent. I hear cyotes or something in the dead of night grunting and running around vere close to me... and the fanged nets of eyes I were seeing started biting the fuck out of eachother and tearing eachother apart. I saw these DNA strnads and neurons ripping eachother apart and it all felt increadibly profound...

Why?

 

cos i've done a ridiculous amount of drugs in the space of 5 years.

 

I haven't even been doing drugs for 3 years (not counting pot) some of us are just starting

 

Me too man. Just to make you feel better I'll expose some more of my case history.

When I first discovered drugs around 16 I took to them like a fish to water. Weed was the first, followed by booze, a shit ton of benzos and opiates (xanaxx, k-pins, vikes, ect.)

I abused thr fuck out of Ambien untill one night I scared myself strait from taking waay too much and blacking out for a full week. PCP, morphine, atavan, robo trips out the asshole (liturally)

A decent amount of cocaine, even smoked crack 2 or 3 times.

Eventually.. the expiriment was over... and I figured out that getting 'fucked up' is not good for me. Now I take my medicine (weed) and explore my self and my univerce with mushrooms, shulgan approved RC's, and some acid if I can ever fucking find it again.

It's a long and hard journey... but if you're honest with yourself and strive to live in the light rather than darkness... you'll find your nitche. trust me.

 

Good one, man. Welcome home.

 

Do you find yourself eliminating some drugs from your repetoire? For example cocaine is no longer in the repertoire for me, I think ketamine is out too.