dreamweave was right

thank you so much. that means alot. its really cause i understand. i have lived in darkness much of my life. and i visit it often....i have selfesteem issues. i have issues where i dont think i am enough. i am just human and confused like everyone else. but i have realized......i am not helpless in it all. i can choose. we all can. we are what we make ourselves to be. so its just my understanding that you hear. but thank you again. you are a fantastic person yourself

 

Crybabies. We're as happy as we make up our minds to be.

 

I'm just fuicking pissed off that none of you assholes commented on my post that I read on a tombstone....fuck you all, I'm going to kill myself because no one cares what I write......

 

quote: When you really do die from a cocain OD, or anything drug related, or if you just get consummed in loneliness and failure and blow your fucking head off everyone gonna say, great another worthless druggie gone.


not me, I've known at leat 10 people that have died that way over the years, and while I consider it a wasteful and accidental way to go, I don't feel any less sadness that they died.

i myself nearly died one night in 1998.......a lot of junkies/drug addicts are burning inside and they don't know what to do with all the restless energy, thats how i was at least.

 

beh beh beh beh beh

 

gary...........shut up. noone gives a shit about your tombstone post, you fuckin attention whore
hehe

 

quote: Maybe you should have added a comment about me being a coke head in it, more people would have noticed and agreed


i honestly don't care if you are a coke head or not, I don't think coke is necessarily evil like many of these people do, if you don't let it control you....I'd rather snort a few lines than be tripping all day off something...

I wasn't trying to persecute you for having a coke problem, I just thought that you were coming down on trish for posting threads about having an alcohol problem, when you had done the same about coke..thats all, and I was wrong...it was about her cheating? right?

 

hey Dreamweaver i just want to say sorry if i was being mean to you last night. you're right, i don't even really know you, so it wasn't my place to say anything. i just dont like it when i see people suffering.. i get defensive..
i want them to be happy

 

Dreamwhatevers not right he's never right I could explain what I mean, but i don't wanna cause it's too long

 

i take pm's. and btw, i thought you said you sent me something????

 

I did, i sent it to the address you gave me, I copy and pasted it so I wouldn't get it wrong.

 

oh!! i finally got it. thanks.

woooo hoooooo

 

haha, i dont mean he was right for saying that shit about trish, i just meant that hes right that i shouldnt have bitched at him without knowing his situation.. or something.. cause thats just bringin me down to that same level..

 

am i the only one who gets the impression SOMEone hasnt been totally honest with us?

 

I'm not sure, but i have no idea what you're talking about

 

hey seamonster


I read the tombstone post

It sounds all profound and shit but errr.....ummm...what's the fucking point?

 

I concur

 

well Trish seems sincere enough....

 

i have no idea what anyone is talking about. I think we need that sig of a bunny with a pancake on its head

 

whos not being sincere? er, me not know.....