Drug Newbie

1. I would have to say that marijuana and mushrooms would be a good thing to try and be relitively safe with for an experience. LSD is pretty safe for your body, but it is a rather intense journey.
2. Marijuana in lollypops or brownies is a really neat way to consume. You also feel a lot more chill (just make sure you dont eat too much, it is easy to do so). It is pretty unlikely that you will develope lung cancer from pot, but apparently it's a possibility.
3. Salvia Divinroum is good for one intense phycadelic experience. It allows you to create a new reality in front of your eyes for just minutes with extreme euphoroia. It can also be a pretty panicy bad time after the most intense part of the trip is. I would reccomend experiencing this at least once.
4. Marijuana doesn't impair your judgement that bad. I mean if you drank lots of alcohol, you may be compelled to steal flower pots or break things, with pot you don't really feel like it. Marijuana can make you come to some cool inner relevations and make the world seem like a cooler place.
5. DMT is certainly up there in power. It can (like Salvia can) create a completely and ultimate reality in front of your eyes. One thing it is better at is coming to relevations. It usually allows you to bring back a great gift. It is VERY intense and some people do not enjoy the effects. I would reccomend an Ayahuasca brew because it's easier to find (online).

Good luck with your journeys my friend. I wish you all the best

 

listen to this guy..hes down to earth and knows a thing or two it looks like.i couldnt have put it better.

...and why do you want to kill yourself?
maybe some weed would help with your depression.