I have a zit on my chin right now and its causing that whole side of my face to swell. When I smile, I look like an idiot
My big toenail on my left foot is messed up. I dropped a staple gun on it..... I guess it was lucky the nail came back
I know this sounds insane, but I am starting to realize that I have a genuine FEAR of sex and anything to do with it. Let me explain: I am nearly 25 (male) and a virgin to all but very un-intimate kissing with one girl on one occasion. However, I consider myself a normal heterosexual male, enjoying seeing attractive women, commenting on good looking women with male friends, and, yes, occasionally pleasuring myself (but far less than most men my age). I don't think I always feared sex, but after age 21 or so, since I neve did it and everyone else had by then, I started to become very uneasy about the topic or the thought of it. A few things make me uneasy about sex: 1. It seems dirty- and I don't mean morally, I am not religious anyways, but with all of the flesh involved and the sweat and exchange of bodily fluids, something seems disgusting about it. 2. Not wanting to be seen without clothing- I do not want other people seeing me without my clothes on. I never have. Clothes allow me to feel protected and un-vulnerable and I like it that way frankly. 3. Unknown- I simply don't know how to do it. I fear that at my age, most girls would think I was crazy because of my lack of mechanics in sexual encounters. I don't really know why I am still a virgin. In fact, I have asked more girls out that I could ever count. But they all rejected me. Why? Because I have a very difficult problem "reading" people's emotions. I cannot tell what people are implying unless it is verbally stated. And according to most people I know, romance it very "non-verbal." I gt stuck because I literally cannot tell if a girl is interested in me or not. I simply cannot read into people's body language. And when I attempt to verbalized my feelings to reach for reciprocal feelings, most girls think I am creepy. But I am just genuinely confused. Any advice?
I don't like sleeping somewhere I don't feel comfortable. I sleep walk, talk in my sleep and sing. I am more likely when stressed to do all or any of them. Can be embarrassing.
when i sleep in a motel or camp or anyone elses house I NEED my own pillow from home..or else i cant sleep
I hear ya on that one. Years ago I slipped my number (rather smoothly or so I thought) to the bank teller who was processing my transactions. After he was done he asked, in a voice everyone in the whole bank could hear, "Do you want your phone number back?" I've been pretty gun shy ever since.
I keep things bottled up inside. I don't like to talk about what is bothering me much. there are times when I find myself talking to myself. I feel alone in a room full of people so I just stay alone. I tend to care about others that don't care about me. Sometimes I am to honest for my own good. I hurt people that I don't mean to hurt and the list goes on...