Yes several times, you are I am sure talking about Bartleby, the Scrivener. How do you see that as relating to emotional defenses? Bartleby had no defenses he only withdrew and the protagonist was in the end defenseless against that very withdrawal.
I am VERY emotional... I was once told I need 'emotional counseling' I get too close to people and that is a downfall I think. I show my true self to everyone and I don't really care if I am liked or not. If they can't like me for me than they aren't worth my time. I really don't think I have any walls. But that may be different if you ask someone else about me.