Fed Up - rant away my friends.

Claire · Dec 8, 2004

flowerchild17 said:

I'm sick of always being ill... Never bein healthy.. Not being able to loose a little weight... I'm sick of liars and people who betray you for "the good of the organization" I'm sick of my dad, I'm sick of feeling alone being stuck here some state taht I feel like I'm gonna be stuck in forever, I'm sick of my mental state of mind, I'm sick of people who take life to god damn seriously and refuse to live or let other people live... And I'm sick of having life goals and only being able to accomplish a half ass job on them that will never get me anywhere in this world... And I'm sick of never seemingly being able to enjoy Xmas or my birthday since that is a time when people are supposed to have the ability to take some time off and go live a little...

And MOST OF ALL I'm sick of feeling like I'm 14 going on 50

But yet there are so many good things around... Just hard to find them sometimes I guess...

Hugs to you guys... I've been missing you UK people a lot lately!
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Hugsxxxxxxxxxx

Claire · Dec 8, 2004

Xiola said:

I hate the fucking shit that college gives me everyday. I'm sick of the fact that if I tell them something confidential my parents still get informed. I hate bursting into tears all the time no matter where I am or what I'm doing. I don't like the fact that no one understands, that no one has the answer, that no one really takes me completely seriously. Oh it's just Emma being melodramatic again. I don't like being so busy that i can't see my friends. I'm panicked about my exams even though I know that I should just give up because I don't know enough to pass them due to the fact I've skipped too much college. My dreams have come back and now I am permanently haunted by thoughts that I can't control and shouldn't be having. I'm fed up of seeing myself in the mirror, in windows, in photos, in fucking teaspoons. I hate the knowledge that I do need to eat tonight, that I can't play these stupid games forever. I don't like knowing that I'm letting everyone down. I hate the fact that they love me but seem so unsure around me now. I need to let go of the past, but I can't and I’m not sure if I really want to. I'm fed up of being caught in this trap again. I'm fed up of my happiness only lasting for a few moments; I hate the fact that it is so easily forgotten. I hate writing this stupid crap. But most of all I'm fed up of being on my own and missing Jamie. I'm fed-up of needing a cuddle but knowing that I'm not going to get one. Grrrr.

I want to get away from all this stupid shit...but most of all I need to escape myself.
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you.rock:sunglasse i'm.not.gonna.give.you.advice.cos.you.know.what.you.need.for.yourself ....keep.being.you

flowerchild17 · Dec 8, 2004

Awwww thanks hun *hugs*

forest_pixie84 · Dec 8, 2004

-living amongst a sea of stupid people
-being forced to deal with stupid people
-having stupid people argue at me
-meeting stupid boys
-sometimes having to deal with the highschool like situations my friends present to me
-Not having a car (working on it)
-feeling horny

TheFly · Dec 8, 2004

Fuck... where can I start?...

Just this fucking rage within me that seems to be growing with each and every single day... feeling like every thing that I was told when I was growing up was nothing but a fucking cheap lie... yeah... everything I know is wrong... and nothing is right... and this overwhelming sadness at being me... that somewhere along the line something went dreadfully wrong... I took a wrong turning and I can't remember when it was or what i did wrong... just facing the feeling that tommorrow is another day that i don't want to face... feeling like my time is up... that there is just no point anymore... that I don't have the strentgh to face the lies anymore...

Hey... maybe I'm just being a bit moody, eh?...

Fly...

Ellie-Rose · Dec 9, 2004

I'm in a good place right now.. so I am pretty happy!!
It's my favorite time of year

flowerchild17 · Dec 9, 2004

Meng said:

Then get some god damn rest girl!
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